a relative of my bro in law is here.. a girl.. she just came to UK to do her degree... she's here for the weekend.. she's a very bubbly person.. very talkative.. well.. hmm.. i dont know why.. but when she's around.. I'm speechless.. I just stops talking.. why? ntah.. its always like that..

maybe because.. for me.. she's a new person.. and i'm usually quiet with new people.. and thats why people always thought I'm a snob or hard to get along with... hmm.. i think its true.. people see me as someone who is really quiet.. even my neighbour once said to my mum.. in front of me.. 'yang ni lain skit eh.. tak macam kakak die.. yang ni pendiam skit' (she was comparing me with my sis) and my mum replied.. 'ni belum kena 'seh' (i dont know how to spell the word) die lagi'.. huhu.. balik umah my mum said.. 'die tatau yang ni la dok buat hingaq kat umah'... haha..

hmm.. selalu je dengar orang ingat saya ni pendiam.. and it makes me wonder.. ada tak orang yang pikir otherwise.. what do you think of me the first time you met me eh?