I was reading the news.. lama dah tak baca ni.. teringat nak baca citer pasal Tengku Mahaleel ex-boss tercinta ku.. hehe.. but after that.. my eyes caught another headline.. "Mencari Cinta - Hasrul pertama tersingkir"..

last few days.. me and my friends were discussing about our trip to York and berkelah di tepi pantai this coming weekend.. then all of a sudden.. terbukak topik Mencari Cinta ni.. tatau la sapa bukak citer.. saya seperti biasa.. agak blur.. tak paham.. then lepas diorang citer baru la saya tau tu citer Reality TV.. huhu.. tak sangka buleh gak eh buat citer gitu kat mesia ni.. sebenarnye bukan je kat mesia la.. mana2 pun.. somehow terasa cam tak kena la nak carik jodoh thru this show.. ni kalo suka2.. untuk hiburan ok la kot.. tapi buleh ke ek nak betul2 carik jodoh camtu.. sukar untuk dibayangkan.. tapi kalo nak ikutkan.. ade je orang yang gi agensi carik jodoh kan.. sebab dah tak jumpa jodoh.. tapi tu tade la kat TV.. tade la macam sumer orang pun tau.. and tader la sumer pun tertumpu kepada sorang awek jer..

reading the news buat saya nak tergelak jugak..

huhu.. saya tak tau kenapa saya suka procrastinate... tapi memang selalu je jadik gitu.. bila di list balik apa yang patut dibuat.. memang banyak... apa yang patut apa yang nak apa yang teringin..

hmm.. kalo saya tak procrastinate.. sure saya dah update blog ni lama dah.. i have lots of ideas of what to write.. tapi procrastinate punye pasal.. idea tu lelama basi or worse saya lupa terus.. once i have a small book yang besarnye macam buku 555 tapi garisan die tak la sebesar tu.. hmm.. i called that book 'Aha book'.. it was my mum's idea.. i dont know where she got it from.. but its a book which i kept with me all the time.. dalam sekecik handbag pun.. 'Aha Book' tu ada.. every idea or things to do or anything that flashes in my mind i wrote it down in my 'Aha Book.. macam2 ada dalam buku tu.. mostly things to do la.. things to buy.. or important numbers of contact details rakan2.. or lirik lagu (dulu ada cita2 nak tulih lirik lagu :D).. poem pun ada.. haha.. hmm luahan perasaan pun dalam tu jugak..

tapikan rakan2.. saya tak rasa buku tu berjaya membuatkan saya tak procrastinate.. tapi buku tu berjaya buat saya record apa je yang ada in my mind.. its good sebab being a human, we tend to forget some stuff.. you wouldnt know one tiny idea yang mulanya terasa cam tak penting might do something good later on..

well.. saya ada jugak my own calendar where i jot down what i should do each day.. tapi calendar tu selalunye di cross hari2nye without anything written on it.. meaning to say.. i did not plan pun.. calendar ade tapi kosong.. but i noticed one thing.. bila saya stress and usually masa exam week or masa sumer benda pun due.. my calendar akan penuh..

tapi rakan2.. calendar yang penuh pun tak jugak berjaya membuatkan saya tak procrastinate.. saya ikut jugak sikit2 but most of the time.. tak..

adoi la.. bagaimanakah saya harus membuang tabiat buruk saya?

hmm.. best rasanya bila kekadang tengok at the statistic.. buleh tengok sapa yang nengok my blog.. i mean i cant actually tell siapa but at least i know where they're from.. i could know how many did come and visit my blog everyday...

macam best je nak study the pattern of the graph.. i mean like at what time people usually read blogs and on which day.. so far saya perasan bila saya sort of 'advertised' it on my YM status graf tu naik.. hehehe.. menjadik la saya punye promo.. ngee hee hee.. bukannye ape.. at least when i do that.. people tau yang i have new updates.. kalo tak bosan je masuk.. tapi tadak apa..

anyways.. thats not my whole point of the story.. i actually wanted to say yang.. kelakar jugak bila nengok benda ni sebab from nedstatbasic ni jugak.. i could know how they actually got to my page.. well.. you could see one of the example here... somebody got to my blog by search engines.. and with those key words.. huhuhu.. sure keciwa sapa yang masuk my blog and tengok tak de cerita sex seperti yang diharapkan.. huhuhu... kelakar...

(CNN) -- Below is a minute-by-minute timeline of events following Thursday's bombings in London that left dozens dead and hundreds wounded. All times are British Summer Time.

8:50 a.m. Three explosions occur almost simultaneously on three London Underground trains: between Aldgate and Liverpool Street stations on the Circle Line; between Russell Square and King's Cross stations on the Piccadilly Line; and at Edgware Road station on the Circle Line.

Originally police thought only the Aldgate/Liverpool Street train was hit at about this time. The Russell Square/King's Cross blast was first reported at 8:56, and the Edgware blast at 9:17. A review of technical data and witness accounts showed the three bombs actually went off within about 50 seconds.

I was still sound asleep.. knowing nothing at all..

9:35 Kak Long called “Aunty Ja banguuunnn.. Kak Zana punye train kul 9.50 to Victoria, sampai in about half an hour time. Tube tutup tatau apsal.. ko kena naik bas kot”

9:45 got an sms from Kak Long “2 explosions. That’s why tube are closed” I said to Fad.. ada explosion kat tube la fad”. Fad said, “yer?” hmm.. terus gi mandi.. (no worries at all)

9:47 A No. 30 bus on Upper Woburn Place near Tavistock Square is destroyed by a fourth explosion. Pictures show the roof of the double-decker bus ripped off and witnesses report seeing body parts in the road, Reuters reports.

10:15 kuar dari mara hostel.. nak amik bas 148 straight to Victoria..

10:40 2 bas terlepas.. penuh.. die tanak amik passenger lagik.. naik bas 390 to oxford street.. thinking of getting a second bus to Victoria..

11:10 sampai Oxford Street nak tunggu bas ke Victoria.. tapi cam tak sampai pun.. been calling Kak Long.. cant contact Kak Zana.. ayoo.. jalan ke hyde park corner.. try tgk bas ada ke idak.. blur lagi masa ni.. Kak Long not sure of what happen gak..

11:43 Sis Teh sms.. “A’kum. Naiza, sis teh ni. Are u ok? Katanya London kena bom. Risau gak”.. blur lagi nih

11:50 Iecha sms “weh naiza. Iecha ni. Ko kat ner? Ko ok ker?” (something like that.. dah delete sms tu) replied and asked her what actually had happened. She replied and explained. (thanks Iecha)

12:00 pm British Prime Minister Tony Blair says the "barbaric" London blasts are terrorist attacks and were designed to coincide with the G8 summit in Scotland. He will return to London.

12:13 papa sms “A’kum. Adik kat mana. Cam na papa dengar ada bom kat ldn. Are u ok?” Called papa and tell him that I’m ok and I’m walking to Victoria to fetch Kak Zana…

12:15 A group calling itself the Group of al-Qaeda of Jihad Organization in Europe lays claim to the blasts, posting a statement on an Islamist web site. The claim cannot be independently verified.

12:27 Police and hospital officials tell Reuters that a total of 185 people are wounded across London, 10 of them seriously and seven critically. ..

12:30 been calling Kak Long and asked what to do.. decided to walk to Victoria.. hoping i could find Kak Zana

12:53 Britain's Home Secretary Charles Clarke tells the House of Commons there were four explosions in central London and the underground system will be closed all day. They would decide later in day whether to resume bus services. Earlier six attacks were reported.

1:27 arrived Victoria.. the train station was closed.. been contacting kak zana ever since.. but couldn’t get through.. asked one of the policemen of whether any train from Gatwick airport did manage to arrive in London.. well he said “you wouldn’t know” gosh.. and he continued “does ur fren has a mobile? Oh but u sure can't contact her cause all the line were closed. There’s nothing you could do. You would have to wait” ayoo.. decided to walk back.. I don’t know of where to find Kak Zana.. plus I was a bit afraid if there will be another attack.. so I walked.. it was raining.. and my scarf was dripping wet.. decided to walk through knightsbridge

1:55 I was in front of Harrods.. hmm.. Summer sale in Harrods.. its raining.. I’m tired.. I’m frustrated.. need retail therapy to cheer me up.. hehe.. went in Harrods

2:35 walked out from Harrods.. the phone line was still dead.. it was not raining.. great..

3:00 reached Kensington garden.. smses coming in.. from Kak Long asking me to call Kak Zana.. from Kak Zana.. she was finally out from victoria and walking towards bayswater.. from Huzaini (my bro in law) telling Kak Zana is okay.. from Conc who was a bit mad at me for turning off my phone (there was no line la) from Runiz asking me if I’m okay.. from Maslina in Aust saying that people been talking about the blast and she asked if I’m okay.. and from my sayang who was so worried.. first I called Kak Zana and tell her of where we could meet.. then I called my sayang… huwaaa… ngadu ngadu ngadu..

3:26 London deputy police chief Brian Paddick says police had no warning of the attacks and have not received any claims of responsibility. He says police are keeping an open mind over who carried out the attacks and that it is unclear whether a claim of responsibility by al Qaeda is genuine or whether suicide bombers were involved. No arrests have been made in connection with the attacks.

3:30 out from the garden.. Kak Zana was at Victoria Gate.. (i don’t know where it is) so I told her to walk towards Queensway.. as I am so tired.. and Malaysian Hall is at where I was that time..

3:45 finally.. I saw her.. phewww.. brought her to MSD and she checked in… called my dad in the meantime telling him that I’m okay and I’ve met kak zana.. he asked me to stay at home.. that’s what my sis said too.. i just said okay.. then we had our lunch.. yes people.. lunch! then Faizal called.. he said "manala tau kot kot pepagi dah gi market" haha.. kalo yer pun gi market sure kul 10 or 11.. and yes i could be at the Churchstreet market near Edgware Road tube station.. huhuhu

4:32 Transport authorities say Docklands Light Railway services in east London and mainline rail services have resumed, except out of King's Cross and Victoria stations. Buses in central London are also returning to service. All underground services remain suspended.

4:25 we went out.. to Whiteleys.. guessed Kak Zana sure want to do something that day instead of staying in the room.. no stores were opened.. except for GAP!! Huhu.. we went in.. and I bought a pair of jeans for myself and Kak Zana got herself a skirt and a denim jacket.. King sent me an sms asking if i'm okay while i was in the fitting room.. hihi

4:55 went back to mara hostel with Kak Zana.. watched the news.. whoa.. it was that bad..

7:00 went to Chopstix with Kak Zana for dinner.. then we both went back.. dem I was so tired..

end of the day... i was already in bed when i started to think.. i was so glad i wasnt directly involved with the incident.. and i'm truly grateful that i still have friends out there who cares about me.. not just them whom i highlighted in orange.. but also to those who contacted me thru YM and also thru emails.. some did try to call me from msia.. but couldnt get through.. i couldnt list all the names as there are so many of them.. but you sure know who you are.. Nana.. a good friend of mine.. called my dad instead when she couldnt reach me.. thank you my dear friends..

i love you all.. *hugs and kisses*