skint!!
have u ever been really poor..? with no money to spend..? none at all?
i'm feeling it right now.. the stress of not having enough money.. I still have some cash.. and it will definitely last until my next allowance.. but.. i need a lot of money for next month.. and i know what i'm getting wont be enough.. i do have a credit card.. but i dont like using them when i currently dont have the money to repay...
do u know how it feels like? when u have to think twice to buy kebab that cost only 3 pounds? and when you have to stop buying Coke and bring ur own water bottle to school?
i felt this once.. when i was in Rome and i lost my wallet.. Italy is so famous of pickpockets.. i have nothing at that time.. no cash.. and of course all my cards.. debit and credits.. all gone.. my friend had to lend me his money.. and he swiped his credit card for me.. i was lucky...
at that time i was depressed.. angry.. frustrated.. yet i was still happy.. i could still enjoy the trip.. cause i know.. i have my savings in London.. and i could pay back all my debts straight away..
but now.. i'm panic! i may have to cancel one of my trip.. or i need to swipe my credit card.. and hoping i could clear it all before they charge the interest..
i will survive.. i'm sure.. but i dont like the feeling.. really hate it when i have to think hard everytime when i want buy something.. hate it when i have to return the skirt i just bought.. hate it when i have to jot down all my expenses..
hmm.. sad.. so sad.. what should i do?? huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa