a good friend of mine suddenly asked..

Him : What if there were no yesterday
Me : Huh?
Him : What do you think it means?
Me : ayoo.. i'm sleepy.. i could not think...

* logged out, went to bed and zZZzzzZZzz *

...and it was left unanswered..

when i woke up the next day.. the first thing in my head was 'What if there were no yesterday?' i've been thinking about it for quite some time now... the thing is.. i've never heard of that phrase before.. you must sure heard of 'what if there were no tomorrow'.. but yesterday?.. i dont know why he asked me that.. but it makes me think.. yeah.. what if??

hmm.. well.. if its just one particular day before today.. i wouldnt be doing my laundry... i wouldnt be cooking 'ayam panggang' for my dinner.. and Dino wouldnt be on that flight to Malaysia..

but if there were totally no yesterday... i must've been born today.. hehe.. dont you think?

then i started to think deeply.. hoping that i could be like my beloved.. he never failed to amuse me with his brilliant, weird and odd yet interesting ideas.. his brain just works different ways.. he will always blurt out his thoughts and views that will then make me go.. 'erk?' then 'yeah.. u're right!' (of course i wouldnt be so nice to agree on everything that he said.. :D) anyways... back to what i was saying.. after forcing my brain to work extra hard.. this is what i'm going to answer him.. (or i could just ask him to read this post lah..)

if there were no yesterday...
i wont be here

if there were no yesterday...
i would never know how to control anger..
and.. i would never know how to appreciate people..

if there were no yesterday...
i would never learn to be grateful..
and.. i would never learn to be more careful..

if there were no yesterday...
i would never experience success..
and.. i would never experience failure..

if there were no yeserday...
i would never realize how much i love my parents..
and.. i would never realize how much i adore 'him'..

if there were no yesterday...

i wont be me


ngee hee hee..