yes.. I've delivered.. been thinking of updating my blog, nak citer pasal current status of my pregnancy, tapi tak terbuat sampai dah bersalin pun on the 16th of December at 12.16pm.. senang nak ingat timing die lahir..

anyways.. my gynae suspect that I'm going to deliver early, masa end Nov lagi die dok kata gitu.. sebab my baby dah somehow into position.. but 2 weeks before my due date which is supposed to be on the 19th, my baby dok mendongak pulak.. so die tak betul2 engaged..

my gynae ask us to come on the 16th for further checkup, nak buat CTG skali.. so we went.. appointment supposedly at 9.00 but I arrived there about 9.45am.. buat CTG for about half an hour.. pastu Doc datang check, I'm 4 to 5cm dilated.. I was like.. huh? biar benar.. terus kena tahan.. punah my plan with hubby nak makan pasta all you can eat.. lagi merisaukan, I had only 2 slice of bread with nutella for breakfast.. dok tanya midwife bleh tak makan.. huhu.. die tak bagi..

so straight away.. die kasi ubat berak.. then... masuk pitocin.. and Pethidine jab.. felt a little drowsy and tetido sekejap.. masa tu midwife dok monitor CTG.. then die panggil doc.. rupanya.. my baby's heartbeat dah start unstable.. doc check.. dah 7cm bukak.. hoho.. die jugak mention yang my baby's head macam ketepi.. still dalam posisi mendongak.. die pecahkan my waterbag and pesan kat midwife tu kalo tak ok gak.. kena buat one procedure yang basically bila rasa contraction die suruh saya teran and she will seluk and do stuff.. aiyohh.. sangat sakit okay.. dua kali midwife tu buat.. die tgk balik CTG.. makin dasat plak.. everytime contraction heartbeat drop banyak.. die cam dah panik2.. pastu panggil doc lagi.. doc datang.. i'm 9cm dilated.. die cam dok kata alahai.. takkan nak caesar.. sayang sebab dah bukak banyak.. die takut babynye cord yang terbelit.. pastu die kata takpa kita try jugak..

oh did I mention yang all the while my hubby was not with me?? tau je kena tahan die balik umah amik stuff yang tertinggal (yelah tak expect plak nak kena tahan terus kan and tatau pulak everything went so fast.. kalo tau takyah la balik).. masa ni dah gelabah dah nak kena caesar plak ker?? huhu.. dah la menahan sakit gak ni..

when finally doc decide nak try normal gak.. macam kecoh gak la.. doc dok panggil2 all the nurses.. pastu suruh diorang contact doc Syed the paed datang situ jugak.. kalut la sumer orang datang.. masa tengah kalut ni lah my hubby sampai.. just right on time.. lega gak rasanya..

tapi!! everytime I push, doc akan seluk jugak sebab nak help the baby out.. aiyohh 10 kali ganda.. Alhmadulillah lepas tu.. keluar jugak la my baby girl and tader pun cord terbelit ke ape.. tatau la apsal dienye heartbeat dok turun2 tu.. sangat lega..

tu jelah alkisah bersalin saya.. hehe.. ngantuk dah ni.. nak tido.. gambar baby tader dalam my laptop so tak leh plak nak upload gamba.. akan saya cuba nanti yer..

oh by the way.. namanya Dhiyaa Qadira.. berat 3.04kg..

I'm 7 months pregnant.. as usual.. orang yang tengok my perut akan cakap.. "keciknye".. yes.. my baby adalah kecik.. tak kisah lah tu.. dulu my first one pun kecik.. but i've been pressured by Dr Maziah to eat a lot of protein untuk membesarkan baby.. masa tu i belasah minum soya bebanyak.. and also protein drink from Amway.. I guessed it works a bit.. die punye perkembangan tu agak menggalakkan.. sampai this one time i saja stop taking those soya.. terus my baby turun berat.. huhu sabo je.. since at that time i'm already full term.. so Dr maziah suruh I induce je lah.. senang monitor berat budak kat luar..

this time around.. Dr Fatimah dok keep on saying.. takpe baby kecik okay.. lagi senang beranak.. so this time around i did not push myself untuk membesarkan baby..

cuma.. i tak ingat mana i simpan sumer record check up masa my first so.. tak leh nak compare really...

i'm still contemplating of whether to continue with Dr fatima or try Dr Idura kat pantai lak.. The issue is not about the doctor but about the hospital.. huhu... takut sebenarnye kalau ada certain things diorang tak leh handle pastu tetiba diorang nak antar kita gi sepital lain yang lebih fully equiped.. tu yang tak nak tuuu...

yesterday i met a person.. saya panggil die nak bagitau pasal something yang pelik dan agak menakutkan bila memikirkan soal keselamatan. tetiba je dia marah sebab die kata saya pikir memacam padahal benda tu dah jadi.. takleh buat apa pun.. marah beria ni.. memang sangat beria.. bersungguh2 nak marah.. saya jadi pelik apsal nak marah sangat ni..

pastu baru saya realize, sebenarnye die marah saya sebab saya panggil die masa die tengah menonton spiderman dgn seronok nye.. nampaknye spiderman die lagi penting dari memikirkan keselamatan kaum kerabat.. huahua.. pelik sungguh ini orang..

Today I met a lecturer. Sangat baik orangnye. A family man. Wife tak keje. He took policies for all his family member. Paying quite a lot. He really believes in insurance. Everytime he purchases an asset, he'll make sure that he has it all covered. Beli kereta baru pun die akan beli insurance to cover the loan that he took up. Sebab to him, kalau die meninggal, kereta yang die beli tu takyah la wife die kena sambung bayar. Insurance bleh cover the loan and wife die takyah sesusah. Sangat bagus..

He once told me that most of his colleague, his lecturer friends, doesnt know the existence of term insurance that could be use for the purpose to cover a loan. That really surprises me. I think maybe sometime it just doest occur to most of us that we need to take up insurance to cover up the loan. Just to make sure our family member wont suffer later. Yelah kan, insurance untuk diri sendiri pun kekadang orang rasa tak perlu.. ni kan pulak insurance untuk asset..

Hmm.. kalo insurance kete tu every year kita beli.. nak make sure kalo accident ke apa, kita boleh claim. tapi kalo diri kite yang sakit ke mati ke.. tanak ke insurance?

okay lah.. nak balik dah.. jom bukak posa!

today i met a lady.. she's a retiree.. and a non-muslim.. we met at McDonald.. huhu di bulan puasa inihh.. die yang suggest so i okaykan ajer.. at first she asked if i had my breakfast.. when i said i'm fasting.. she said "Oh no I forgot its a fasting month".. huhu.. die pun tak jadi la nak order food.. baguih.. sungguh respect i ni.. i dok insist kata takpa kalo die nak makan.. tapi die tamo jugak..

sangat berlainan kalau present kat orang bukan melayu ni.. they are more aware and more knowledgeable about insurance.. so i always has to present in a different approach.. not saying that melayu ni tak pandai bebenda nih.. tapi mostly are not that aware yet.. insurance was not in our culture.. its just started to...

this lady tader anak.. she wants to be independent, thats what she's been saying.. even if she has children she wouldnt want to depends on her children during her golden age.. which i truly agree..

I want to be the want who provides a fortune for my next of kin.. not just enough to sustain myself a living.. just imagine kalo kita pun bila start keje je dah ada a lot of savings yang our parents created for us.. terus boleh beli rumah.. boleh beli kete.. beli rumah bukan sekadar untuk duduk.. tapi untuk investment skali.. then we build more wealth.. pastu anak kita pulak possible to create more wealth daripada kita.. tak ke bagus?

bayangkan.. masa kita keje.. kita kena jaga mak pak kita.. pastu bila kita tua.. anak kita pulak tak cukup duit kena jaga kita.. pastu cemana la keturunan kita nak berkembang.. I'm not complaining because as of now my mum's earning memang much more higher than mine.. cuma I want to earn much more to leave to my kids.. biar diorang hidup senang.. best kan?