nama saya naiza

Luck is

2010-10-04T16:53:00.002+08:00

Luck is a dividend of sweat..

Dhiyaa Qadira

2009-12-25T23:21:00.002+08:00

yes.. I've delivered.. been thinking of updating my blog, nak citer pasal current status of my pregnancy, tapi tak terbuat sampai dah bersalin pun on the 16th of December at 12.16pm.. senang nak ingat timing die lahir..

anyways.. my gynae suspect that I'm going to deliver early, masa end Nov lagi die dok kata gitu.. sebab my baby dah somehow into position.. but 2 weeks before my due date which is supposed to be on the 19th, my baby dok mendongak pulak.. so die tak betul2 engaged..

my gynae ask us to come on the 16th for further checkup, nak buat CTG skali.. so we went.. appointment supposedly at 9.00 but I arrived there about 9.45am.. buat CTG for about half an hour.. pastu Doc datang check, I'm 4 to 5cm dilated.. I was like.. huh? biar benar.. terus kena tahan.. punah my plan with hubby nak makan pasta all you can eat.. lagi merisaukan, I had only 2 slice of bread with nutella for breakfast.. dok tanya midwife bleh tak makan.. huhu.. die tak bagi..

so straight away.. die kasi ubat berak.. then... masuk pitocin.. and Pethidine jab.. felt a little drowsy and tetido sekejap.. masa tu midwife dok monitor CTG.. then die panggil doc.. rupanya.. my baby's heartbeat dah start unstable.. doc check.. dah 7cm bukak.. hoho.. die jugak mention yang my baby's head macam ketepi.. still dalam posisi mendongak.. die pecahkan my waterbag and pesan kat midwife tu kalo tak ok gak.. kena buat one procedure yang basically bila rasa contraction die suruh saya teran and she will seluk and do stuff.. aiyohh.. sangat sakit okay.. dua kali midwife tu buat.. die tgk balik CTG.. makin dasat plak.. everytime contraction heartbeat drop banyak.. die cam dah panik2.. pastu panggil doc lagi.. doc datang.. i'm 9cm dilated.. die cam dok kata alahai.. takkan nak caesar.. sayang sebab dah bukak banyak.. die takut babynye cord yang terbelit.. pastu die kata takpa kita try jugak..

oh did I mention yang all the while my hubby was not with me?? tau je kena tahan die balik umah amik stuff yang tertinggal (yelah tak expect plak nak kena tahan terus kan and tatau pulak everything went so fast.. kalo tau takyah la balik).. masa ni dah gelabah dah nak kena caesar plak ker?? huhu.. dah la menahan sakit gak ni..

when finally doc decide nak try normal gak.. macam kecoh gak la.. doc dok panggil2 all the nurses.. pastu suruh diorang contact doc Syed the paed datang situ jugak.. kalut la sumer orang datang.. masa tengah kalut ni lah my hubby sampai.. just right on time.. lega gak rasanya..

tapi!! everytime I push, doc akan seluk jugak sebab nak help the baby out.. aiyohh 10 kali ganda.. Alhmadulillah lepas tu.. keluar jugak la my baby girl and tader pun cord terbelit ke ape.. tatau la apsal dienye heartbeat dok turun2 tu.. sangat lega..

tu jelah alkisah bersalin saya.. hehe.. ngantuk dah ni.. nak tido.. gambar baby tader dalam my laptop so tak leh plak nak upload gamba.. akan saya cuba nanti yer..

oh by the way.. namanya Dhiyaa Qadira.. berat 3.04kg..

Week 30

2009-10-11T20:26:00.002+08:00

I'm 7 months pregnant.. as usual.. orang yang tengok my perut akan cakap.. "keciknye".. yes.. my baby adalah kecik.. tak kisah lah tu.. dulu my first one pun kecik.. but i've been pressured by Dr Maziah to eat a lot of protein untuk membesarkan baby.. masa tu i belasah minum soya bebanyak.. and also protein drink from Amway.. I guessed it works a bit.. die punye perkembangan tu agak menggalakkan.. sampai this one time i saja stop taking those soya.. terus my baby turun berat.. huhu sabo je.. since at that time i'm already full term.. so Dr maziah suruh I induce je lah.. senang monitor berat budak kat luar..

this time around.. Dr Fatimah dok keep on saying.. takpe baby kecik okay.. lagi senang beranak.. so this time around i did not push myself untuk membesarkan baby..

cuma.. i tak ingat mana i simpan sumer record check up masa my first so.. tak leh nak compare really...

i'm still contemplating of whether to continue with Dr fatima or try Dr Idura kat pantai lak.. The issue is not about the doctor but about the hospital.. huhu... takut sebenarnye kalau ada certain things diorang tak leh handle pastu tetiba diorang nak antar kita gi sepital lain yang lebih fully equiped.. tu yang tak nak tuuu...

adeh..

A spiderman fan

2009-09-12T16:12:00.003+08:00

yesterday i met a person.. saya panggil die nak bagitau pasal something yang pelik dan agak menakutkan bila memikirkan soal keselamatan. tetiba je dia marah sebab die kata saya pikir memacam padahal benda tu dah jadi.. takleh buat apa pun.. marah beria ni.. memang sangat beria.. bersungguh2 nak marah.. saya jadi pelik apsal nak marah sangat ni..

pastu baru saya realize, sebenarnye die marah saya sebab saya panggil die masa die tengah menonton spiderman dgn seronok nye.. nampaknye spiderman die lagi penting dari memikirkan keselamatan kaum kerabat.. huahua.. pelik sungguh ini orang..

walaupun lepas ni die rasa cam kelakar gak marah saya just because kacau die tgk spiderman.. tapi die takkan kata sorry.. sometimes orang punye ego ni dasat eh? susah bebenar nak cakap sorry..

A lecturer

2009-09-10T16:31:00.002+08:00

Today I met a lecturer. Sangat baik orangnye. A family man. Wife tak keje. He took policies for all his family member. Paying quite a lot. He really believes in insurance. Everytime he purchases an asset, he'll make sure that he has it all covered. Beli kereta baru pun die akan beli insurance to cover the loan that he took up. Sebab to him, kalau die meninggal, kereta yang die beli tu takyah la wife die kena sambung bayar. Insurance bleh cover the loan and wife die takyah sesusah. Sangat bagus..

He once told me that most of his colleague, his lecturer friends, doesnt know the existence of term insurance that could be use for the purpose to cover a loan. That really surprises me. I think maybe sometime it just doest occur to most of us that we need to take up insurance to cover up the loan. Just to make sure our family member wont suffer later. Yelah kan, insurance untuk diri sendiri pun kekadang orang rasa tak perlu.. ni kan pulak insurance untuk asset..

Hmm.. kalo insurance kete tu every year kita beli.. nak make sure kalo accident ke apa, kita boleh claim. tapi kalo diri kite yang sakit ke mati ke.. tanak ke insurance?

okay lah.. nak balik dah.. jom bukak posa!

a lady

2009-09-09T21:59:00.002+08:00

today i met a lady.. she's a retiree.. and a non-muslim.. we met at McDonald.. huhu di bulan puasa inihh.. die yang suggest so i okaykan ajer.. at first she asked if i had my breakfast.. when i said i'm fasting.. she said "Oh no I forgot its a fasting month".. huhu.. die pun tak jadi la nak order food.. baguih.. sungguh respect i ni.. i dok insist kata takpa kalo die nak makan.. tapi die tamo jugak..

sangat berlainan kalau present kat orang bukan melayu ni.. they are more aware and more knowledgeable about insurance.. so i always has to present in a different approach.. not saying that melayu ni tak pandai bebenda nih.. tapi mostly are not that aware yet.. insurance was not in our culture.. its just started to...

this lady tader anak.. she wants to be independent, thats what she's been saying.. even if she has children she wouldnt want to depends on her children during her golden age.. which i truly agree..

I want to be the want who provides a fortune for my next of kin.. not just enough to sustain myself a living.. just imagine kalo kita pun bila start keje je dah ada a lot of savings yang our parents created for us.. terus boleh beli rumah.. boleh beli kete.. beli rumah bukan sekadar untuk duduk.. tapi untuk investment skali.. then we build more wealth.. pastu anak kita pulak possible to create more wealth daripada kita.. tak ke bagus?

bayangkan.. masa kita keje.. kita kena jaga mak pak kita.. pastu bila kita tua.. anak kita pulak tak cukup duit kena jaga kita.. pastu cemana la keturunan kita nak berkembang.. I'm not complaining because as of now my mum's earning memang much more higher than mine.. cuma I want to earn much more to leave to my kids.. biar diorang hidup senang.. best kan?

Dr Fatima Najla - Kelana Jaya Med Ctr

2009-07-31T17:19:00.003+08:00

I went to her twice for my second child.. So far, I like her.. She explains a lot! Baru la puas hati.. Coz sometimes, you just dont know what to ask.. she'll take an effort to explain every single detail about my baby, the heart, the stomach, the head, she even count my baby's little finger.. maybe other dr did the same but they didnt explain to us, just enough by saying the baby is okay..

She also gives me one information about SALINDAH. I've heard of the name, but I didnt bother to find out. It seems that this medication can help you have an easy labour.. The Dr said, it contains Pitocin (i dont know how to spell). Its in the drip given to induce labour.. memang la betul mempercepatkan beranak.. but her concern was, she said this product does not have a proper quality control. The pitocin content can be just 50mg in one tablet and maybe 1,000mg in another tablet.. hhohoh.. scary.. I'm just sharing this with all of you so that you'll be careful and make sure what kind of medicine that u're taking..

Charges: Consultation: RM30
Scan: RM30
Total: RM60

Hopefully, I'll stick with her til labour.. And I hope this one will go smoothly as well, Insya Allah

Dr Noor Fidak - Tropicana Medical Centre

2009-07-31T17:06:00.002+08:00

I went to her only once. Not much I could say, but she seems a little bit kalut.. dunno why.. she answered a phone call on her hp while I'm sitting in front of her.. Seems not so professional.. She took quite a long time scanning my tummy, but not so much of explanation.. She seems to be not so familiar with the thingy.. one thing i cannot forget is her comment on me getting epidural for my first, she said 'yang second ni takyah epidural kot eh? boleh biasa kot?' huh?? hmm..

Charges: I cannot put the exact figure coz my hubby didnt request for the itemised billing. But all in all was 140++ including medications.. ape2 pun memang murah dari Dr Maziah..

Dr Maziah - Damansara Specialist

2009-07-31T16:47:00.004+08:00

This would be just my opinion on her..

She was my gynae for my previous pregnancy. It was my first, so my concern was the nearest hospital possible, female gynae and a muslim. She was the only female muslim gynae at damansara specialist. Our family is so used to that hospital so I feel comfortable going to a place that I'm familiar with.

She was okay. But the queue was tremendous. I like to go on Saturday for checkups so that I could go with my hubby. Saturday has always been a busy day. Too many patients, you would have to wait for hours. Since she has so many patients, she didnt recognize me. Even on my third visit she did say 'First time datang ke?' while flipping my record and saw her prevoius records on me. Adeh..

You have to ask her a lot of question coz she wont explain much. I didnt have much problem with my first pregnancy, so my visit with her always end in 10 to 15 minutes including the scan.

Charges: Consultation: RM80
Scan: RM100
Total: RM180

Mahal kannn?? But I carry on with her just because I've started with her and malas nak cari gynae lain..

During labour ada cerita lain lak.. kesimpulannya, I want to try with other gynae for my second child.

20 weeks

2009-07-29T16:57:00.002+08:00

Did I ever tell you that I'm expecting..? hehe.. I'm now in my 20th weeks.. last time checkup, doc said 60% girl.. and she also said 'jangan bagitau satu kampung lagi' sebab belum confirm.. haha.. i dont mind telling but i'm telling you its 60% girl like she told me lah.. so still blum confirm.. kang tetiba scan sekali lagi boy pulak..

Kali ni saya gi jumpa Dr Fatima Najla kat KJMC.. She is recommended by a client of mine. And my sis pun kata kawan die suka ngan Dr ni.. So I went to her.. Actually before this I went to 2 other Gynae.. Dr Maziah kat Damansara Specialist and Dr Noor Fidak kat Tropicana Medical Center.. Dok shop around for a while.. Last time deliver ngan Dr Maziah.. tapi rasa macam tak best plak masa time nak deliver tu.. I dont think I got the best treatment with the cost that I have to pay.. I was thinking of giving some testimonial of the 3 that I went to... TO BE CONTINUED...

Could be tomorrow

2009-07-24T15:53:00.000+08:00

I received a phone call this morning from a friend who is also a client of mine. She took 2 policies from me for her 2 kids. Last year, her husband passed away. He had cancer. She said everything went so fast, from the first diagnosis til the final breath.

Last time I met her, she said, her husband has a car which has been fully paid, but he had never took the registration card from the bank, reason being 'senang nak renew insurance and road tax'. Now, she has problem of getting the registration card. That card is needed for her lawyer to do the 'surat kuasa'. I dont know whats the status about that now.

Then, she said to me this morning, she just knew that her late husband didnt have any insurance for one of the house owned by him. Now that he's gone, my friend has to keep on paying the installment of the house. She was almost in tears while talking to me just now. I just dont know how to react.

Now, its a lesson learned for me and I'm sharing this with everyone. There's a lot of things need to be considered while we are alive. Make sure that you have a life insurance to cover your house at least an MRTA. Just imagine, you're in my friend's shoe, obviously she lost her husband, the father to her kids, a breadwinner to her family, now she's about to lose the house (if she couldnt pay the installments).

In general, you have to have an insurance, even if you dont own a house. Just please make sure you leave something for your loved ones. Please dont let them suffer. Death benefit from insurance is the fastest cash money your family will get because its credit proof. It doesnt have to go through a lawyer, tak payah buat surat-surat kuasa ni. Kalau ada duit banyak dalam bank ke, ASB ke, Unit Trust ke, banyak harta ke, STILL bila mati semua nak kena tunggu surat kuasa, barulah all those akan dibahagikan pada pewaris (sampai tercakap BM dah.. huhu).

One more thing, make sure you have a will. I'm gonna get myself licensed to do will writing. With a will, you'll make everything easier for your next of kin. Nak buat surat kuasa tu lagi senang.

Remember, you already have a birthcert stating your birth date, but you are yet to have a death cert stating your date of death. Could be tomorrow...

tetiba teringin nak update blog

2009-07-22T17:15:00.006+08:00

saya nak letak post baru..

baru transfer gambar dalam phone masuk kompiter.. masa ni Jadd tembam lagi.. now dah ilang dah chubby cheek die tu.. sebab makin lasak kot ek..

now dah banyak bebel nye.. most of the time tak paham pun.. tapi die banyak gak paham apa kita cakap..

bahaya skit skang ni.. cepat sangat imitate.. kalo tengok kartun ganas2 ni pun cepat je die nak tiru.. ada skali die siap bangun and pijak2 my feet.. dgn action2 yang macam die tgk kat tv.. huhu.. sungguh tak sesuai.. nak wat cemana.. dok tgk tv sesama cousin yang dah besar.. yang tak layan playhouse disney lagi.. huhu..

blum start potty train lagi ni.. huhu.. kena start soon.. now die dah tau bila die poopoo.. cumanya die akan bagitau lepas die poopoo bukan sebelum die poopoo.. but weewee die blum betul2 tau apa..

Anyways...
Sangat impikan holiday yang camni.. sangat relaxing..

Bila la nak ke sana eh..

This is Bora Bora btw..

What is Medical Card?

2009-03-03T21:16:00.002+08:00

Some people yang saya jumpa ada yang bertanya apa itu medical card..

well basically its an element of a medical insurance.. Sebelum wujudnya medical card, syarikat insurance mungkin ada hospitalization benefit.. Yang ni biasanya.. you can claim after you get admitted.. you have to pay the total bill to the hospital first, keep the receipt, get a medical report from the doctor then file a claim.. The process could take a while.. maybe dah abih bergolok bergadai bayar bil.. pastu tunggu la report.. then baru dapat duit..

with a medical card, you just have to pay the deposit (usually very minimal) to the hospital and get admitted. medical report will be submitted by the hospital directly to the insurance company. the hospital will claim the payment from the insurance company.. depends on the plan of the medical card, some pays all the bill but some require the policyholder to pay the co-insurance amount.. after that balik la rumah rehat2..

If you already have a medical card.. its good that you know what it covers and make sure you have the panel hospital listing.. make sure you know how much is the coinsurance amount and whether you'll be penalize if you stay in a room that cost higher than the allowable amount..

I will always encourage people to take up a plan that includes a medical card.. you'll never know when you're going to need it.. especially if you're so used in getting treatment at a private hospital.. how would you imagine yourself to be old and have to queue to get admitted to HKL... I'm not saying that HKL is not good.. It is so good.. well equipped.. excellent doctors.. but HKL is for those who cant really afford to take up an insurance.. HKL tu dah terlalu ramai.. takyah la kita meramaikannya..

we can make our own choice.. you can make your own and better choice...

We Are No 1

2009-02-24T12:47:00.004+08:00

Now its official.. Prudential is the No 1 Life Insurer in Malaysia.. I am so proud and happy..

http://www.btimes.com.my/Current_News/BTIMES/articles/pamb/Article/
http://www2.prudential.com.my/corporate/about_us/pdf/press_release/press_20090224.pdf

A million thanks to Prudential's customers especially my clients..

aduhla

2009-02-18T22:54:00.002+08:00

today, patutnya ada 7 candidate untuk my PA datang interview.. hampeh sekor pun tak muncul.. can you imagine that? 2 of them informed me they're not coming.. yang lelain tu hilang camtu je.. Sometimes when people keep on saying now ni susah nak dapat keje.. saya macam antara pecaya ngan tidak..

i think.. problem some of them ni.. attitude la.. please la bila angkat phone dari unknown number tu, cakap la hello ngan selembutnye.. ni tak.. cakap macam nak marah pun ada.. ada pulak yang tengah drive die main suruh je saya call balik.. cara cakap tu tak kena la.. what makes you think an employer will call you over and over again? ada jugak yang reject my interview because they said office jauh ngan rumah.. abih tu masa apply tak nampak ke address yang dah state dalam iklan tu? ada jugak yang sms je tanya job tu dah diisi ke belum.. they actually expect me to reply the sms? ayohh.. ada jugak yang saya call nak panggil interview die tak angkat pastu bagi 3 miss call at 10.30pm.. apahal?? memang la dia tatau who i am kot.. tapi.. ish.. ntah..

satu lagi resume diorang.. banyak typo and also grammar error.. kesian pun ada gak.. tapi now english is essential.. kalau tak pandai maths or physics or science tapi english okay.. i think lagi senang nak dapat keje..

what to do.. its a competitive world..

ada singgit tak?

2009-02-09T23:28:00.002+08:00

I was at the Curve siang tadi.. went for late lunch with my Sayang and Jadd.. Setelah penat merayap dan mengejar Jadd, kitorang pun balik.. I went to pay the parking ticket at the autopay machine, my sayang and Jadd tunggu dalam kete..

terlambat sesaat, ada this one guy datang dulu and nak bayar parking.. budak remaja je.. berseluar jeans dan bertopi ala2 hip hop.. memula die macam dok confuse mana nak masukkan tiket (dia nak jokok kat tempat masuk duit kertas).. saya tolong la bagi tau kat mana.. pastu kuarla kat sreen RM3.. pastu die dok jolok note RM10.. machine tu tanak.. due tiga kali die try.. die pun dok mumble yang nak bagi saya dgr la tu.. "Eh tak boleh la.. kenapa eh?" pastu saya ternampak sign yang RM10 memang tak leh guna.. saya pun bagi tau die.. die cam dok "alamak cemana ni?, saya ada 2 inggit je" (die ada 2 keping je duit singgit), pastu die dok pusing ke arah saya dok tanya "ada singgit tak? ada singgit tak?" sambil dok masuk kan 2 keping duit singgit die tu.. saya tanya "syiling tader?" die jawab "syiling tader, ada singgit tak?" saya jawab "ada, tapi ni untuk saya la" die kata "abih tu cemana ni dah masukkan dah 2 ringgit?" saya jawab "tekan la cancel, kena gi tukar duit la nak buat cemana lagi".. last last die tekan cancel and blah dari situ..

my point of the story.. saya sangat tak paham apa yang mamat ni pikir.. to my point of view.. terasa macam die nak pau my singgit je.. sebab if i were in his shoe, i would straight away gi cari tempat nak tukar duit bila nampak sign yang RM10 note takleh guna.. I wont toleh blakang and mintak the next person a dollar.. sungguh selamba budak itu.. or die adalah remaja yang naive yang takleh pikir the solution.. die terasa cam.. abih la aku tak kuar dari parking ni.. plus i dont think die datang situ sorang2... die sangat nampak macam paling tua pun budak Kolej yang for sure datang Curve bersama rakan2 and bukan drive sensorang.. boleh je die gi pau member die instead of me kan?

sebenarnye masa tu i do have extra duit singgit but not enough to exchange with his RM10 tapi since i dont like the way he's been asking me for the money i just said i dont have any.. plus he has other option than to ask a stranger standing behind him.. terasa cam kejam plak lepas tu.. terasa cam apa lah salahnye sedekah je singgit tu.. budak tu melayu gak.. tapi masa tu memang terasa cam "Eh, you expect me to just give you a ringgit?" i dunno if he would if he's me.. maybe he would kalo tak takkan die berani nak mintak..

apa apa je lah.. sorry kid..

Personal Assistant (PA)

2009-02-04T10:01:00.002+08:00

I'm looking for a Personal Assistant (PA). Qualification is not necessary but preferred. The candidate must be familiar with Microsoft Word, Excel and Powerpoint. The candidate MUST be a person with attention to details, trustworthy, proactive and other good qualities. Adequate knowledge of English is required. The office is at Phileo Damansara, Petaling Jaya. I am open for Part time or Full time staff. Part time staff will work only half a day. If interested do call Naiza at 0193220375 for an interview or email your resume to naizaadnan@yahoo.com

Tag yang sudah lama tak terbuat

2009-01-04T13:26:00.002+08:00

I've been tagged by cpah some time ago.. terasa cam nak update something today..

#01 - Describe 10 things about the person who tagged you : iaitu CPAH

1. cpah adalah ku kenal sebab die kawan Imah.. Selalu berjumpa bila Cpah visit London.. pastu secara tak langsung berkawan juge.. Pegi Paris (huahua.. takleh lupa trip ni, tido kat busstand disneyland sebab miss last train to Paris) and ronda2 UK bersama.. mana kita pi lagi ek? York and bournemouth.. gi mana lagi yer?
2. cpah adalah sangat active beractivity.. from what I see la.. memang boleh kata happenning la
3. cpah can be secretive.. i think.. sebab kekadang when u ask her something you didnt get a straight answer.. maye die secretive kat ai je kot.. hehe
4. cpah has been in and out of relationship with atuknye.. itu je yang saya tahu... detail tatau..
5. cpahnye ayam masak merah sedap.. or adakah itu ayam masak pedas yang ko masak masa aku gi tempat ko?
6. cpah suka muzik.. sangat up to date ngan lagu2.. and gossip artis gak kot..
7. cpah adalah bridesmaid saya.. untuk both my side and groom side.. sangat berterima kasih untukmu..
8. cpah suka donlod citer2 bersiri.. dan menontonnye
9. cpah suka sangat bershopping dan sentiasa terpengaruh dengan orang yang bershopping..
10. cpah is a great friend.. although kita jarang2 sekali lepak bersama.. tapi aku macam tau je perkembangan ko sebab aku selalu baca blog ko..

#02 - Now I have to describe 10 things about myself

1. dulu2 masa kecik saya suka gigit kuku jari.. jari tangan jari kaki.. abih sumer tak cantik.. tatau since bila habit tu stop.. maybe semenjak saya ada boipren kot.. cam malu kuku buruk..
2. saya tak photogenic.. kalo amik gambar candit tu muka adalah tersangat buruk.. ada setengah orang kalo amik gambar tengah tergelak besar ternganga pun lawa.. tapi saya kalo tengah muka biasa pun huduh.. membuatkan saya rasa.. saya memang tak pandai nak buat muka cun sepanjang masa..
3. kaki saya ada bunion.. since dulu2 lagi.. doctor kata sebab salah pakai kasut... tapi dedulu saya pakai kasut skolah atau kasut sukan je.. mana pakai heels langsung.. saya rasa ini genetic sebab mak saya pun ada... can be so painful sometimes.. huhu
4. saya paling malas gosok baju..
5. my bad cholestrol adalah borderline.. higher than normal.. tapi saya masih belum insaf.. cemana ni?
6. I was an athlete.. saya boleh lari laju.. tapi tak sehebat untuk wakil daerah atau negeri.. haha.. and note the word 'was'.. I'm not a runner anymore.. berat bontot.. haha
7. I love coffee.. but i like it black.. no creamer no milk.. just sugar.. and I like it hot..
8. saya suka benda yang remeh.. dulu saya suka main minesweeper, saya suka jigsaw puzzle yang beribu2 pieces nye, saya suka sudoku, saya suka buat cross-stich (tapi tak penah really buat sebab tak gi cari benang and such).. kesimpulannya saya suka buat benda yang perlukan attention to details.. it gives me great satisfaction to complete it.
9. saya sangat takut naik any types of rollercoaster.. ataupun ride2 yang melibatkan height and speed at the same time.. i guess extreme height with no walls agak scary (teringat masa panjat tangki air yang sangat tinggi, i cant even stand, hanya boleh mencangkung.. haha) and sitting in a fast car gives me goosebumps.. Tapi saya masih torture myself naik those rides sebab terasa rugi bayar kalau tak naik..
10. saya tak suka bela kucing atau apa2 saja binatang.. dan saya agak rimas bila ada neighbor yang bela kucing.. dan kucing tu datang berak or kencing or tido kat my house area.. tapi Jadd suka kucing.. huhu

I should tag 10 people.. but I chose not to.. sapa2 nak buat.. buat la yer.. interesting gak benda nih..

First post in 2009

2009-01-03T23:07:00.003+08:00

Its 11 pm. My sayang gi melepak. Jadd dah tido since 8pm. I'm trying to write a letter, like a new year's speech to my clients. But I dont know what to write. Wanted to put Prudential's achievement in 2008 but it has not been announced yet. I wanted to write a note, but it wont look nice to be printed on an A4 paper. I could cut the papers but it wont be neat. Now, I'm thinking I probably send the letter later after Prudential has announced it. Bila la diorang nak announce ni. Sangat berdebar!

Anyways. I havent think of my 2009 resolutions. I have to think about it soon. Right now, I think I need coffee..

11% or 8%?

2008-11-18T17:17:00.003+08:00

I came across this article

what do you think about the recent government's decision to give options for EPF contributors to reduced their mandatory 11% contribution to the “voluntary” 8%??

adakah anda hendak bersenang2 dahulu bersusah2 kemudian or bersusah2 dahulu bersenang2 kemudian?

I would rather choose bersenang2 dahulu dan bersenang2 juga kemudian.. huahua..

my say on this

1) if your current pay is not enough for you to have a living, then you have to work extra to earn more... you got no choice.. cutting off your savings for your retirement will not solve the problem..

2) if you are now comfortable with your current pay.. then you have 2 options

a) if you are the kind of person who dont know where else to save or to invest, then let the EPF contribution be 11%.

b) if you know how to get more return, use the balance to invest some place else.

easy? maybe not as easy...

Maybank2u

2008-11-04T16:50:00.003+08:00

there are a few of my client who always transfer their premium money to my account.. They want me to pay for them... problem is they like to transfer to my account without letting me know.. so currently, someone transfered RM200 and I dont know who did..

sangat malas nak call and tanya sapa yang transfer tu.. saya bukan jaga account awak sorang yer..

my advice to all policyholders... it is always not advisable to make a payment to your agent unless you really really think that you can trust that person.. theres a lot of complaints that i received saying that they've been paying their premium to the agent and the agent didnt pay to the insurance company.. If you do make a payment to your agent please call them or send an sms to inform them.. and make sure you receive the receipts.. if not.. call your agent..

ape ape pun.. its always better for you to use credit card or autodebit bank.. hassle free..

whats your priority?

2008-10-31T00:54:00.000+08:00

i'm at penang airport right now.. waiting for cik supinah.. i'm not online so this is a delayed post..

anyways.. been wanting to say something since I watched Oprah last night. I've watched that episode some time ago already. This episode must be a rerun.. It was about a lady called Suze 'something'.. is it Suze Orman?.. what I know is that she's an expert in giving advices or counseling on how to manage your money.. how to spend well.. the guests were couples whose in real debts.. they have been spending future money, they have loans and credit card outstanding.. This one couple particularly, have almost 60k outstanding credit card loan.. and their mortgage payment is always behind schedule.. the wife is not working and the husband is making 100k a yr (that’s quite a lot) but after tax would be around 60K.. still I think it is not bad.. but they are the people who could not manage their money well, they spend more than they earn..

In the program, Suze says that the wife who was not working to start working at starbucks since she loves starbucks so much.. and with the money that she earn, she will have to buy health insurance for herself and the children.. and Suze also said that she has to buy a life insurance for the husband.. She said "You are depending on him, he is the ride of your life!" I absolutely agree with her.. seriously.. She didn’t say that with the money that she earn, the wife need to help the husband pay the debt but instead, buy insurance.

I heard many people say that they can’t afford insurance because they have so many commitments.. Truth is, no other commitments are less important than a life insurance.. most of us does not aware the importance of life insurance.. they thought you should have a life insurance when you are wealthy when you have extra money to put aside.. but the fact is insurance is the basic need.. insurance is more important than having a house.. more important than having a car.. husbands need to have life insurance.. You’re the bread winner even if your wife is working.. what will happen if you die?? Can you promise your kids that even if daddy’s gone, everything will be normal.. nothing has to change cause daddy leaves enough money for you and your mum to keep on living.. How nice..

Unfortunately, there are people who surrender their insurance policy because they are renovating the kitchen.. so frustrating..

Insurance vs Takaful

2008-10-24T23:04:00.002+08:00

People always ask me whats the difference between insurance and takaful... almost everytime I met with new people.. that would be among the first question asked..

first of all, takaful is also means insurance. so both terms mean the same things; PROTECTION.

whats makes takaful operator and product Syariah Compliant?

First, Insurance is a contract of buy and sell. company sell protection, policyholder buy insurance. In Islam, buying and selling something that is not certain is wrong. Protection is uncertain. If a person get sick or die then only the insurance company will pay him or her or the nominees. If not, he or she might get some money back. Because of that, Takaful is a concept of donating. Not buying and selling. A takaful plan is like a program, who ever participate in this program is called participant (not a policyholder), the policy book is called certificate, the monthly premium is called contribution and the organization handling this program is called takaful operator not a company..

Second, of course the investment and the way of a takaful operator manages their fund follow islamic law and rules. The law is govern by bank negara. So when bank negara release any takaful licences, we can rest assured that those operators are syariah-compliant. Tak kisah la kalo nama operator tu ada nama omputih pun.. tapi kalo dah namanya takaful memang sumer whole company(operator) pun syariah-compliant

Third, there will be no product which gives fixed interest, which has riba' and such.

Now most people know Prudential got a takaful licence from bank negara about 2 yrs back. It is called Prudential BSN Takaful Bhd. Its a different company from the old Prudential but have similar investment-linked product.

huwargh ngantuk.. esok esok kita belajar benda lain pulak eh..

New look

2008-10-24T08:04:00.002+08:00

yeay.. blog saya berwajah baru... just realize that I've been using same old template since the first time i post an entry to this blog which was in 2005.. now hope you like my new look..

Retirement fund??

2008-10-23T23:51:00.003+08:00

in my last entry i did mention i'm gonna update my blog quite often now.. but.. you know what i'm going to say.. i'm busy.. huahua..

anyways.. this time i wanna talk about retirement.. do you have any savings for your retirement?? you might have savings.. but do you really specify what your savings are for?? maybe you save some in ASB.. some in Tabung Haji.. some in unit trust.. some you just leave them shrink in the savings account.. again I'm asking what are those money for.. usual and easy answer.. UNTUK HARI TUA.. huhuhu..

hari tua could means for your retirement.. hari tua could means when you're sick, critically ill, bedridden for the rest of your life.. hari tua could means for your kids education.. hari tua could means for you to renovate your house to accomodate your kids and grandkids.. lagi best.. hari tua could means for your next marriage..

well.. not many people actually have a saving purposely for their retirement, savings to build a fund to replace the income you're earning right now.. many people think their EPF money would be enough.. but statistic shows that most people used up all their EPF money during the FIRST 3 YEARS of their retirement years.. after that they are actually hoping that their kids have good jobs and can take care of them..

Maybe right now, your parents are still earning.. still working beyond their retirement age.. or started a business.. what are they trying to do? to make a living.. to make sure they'll survive their retirement years.. they wouldnt want to ask for your help.. because they know we ourselves are not earning that much..

in the future, if we did not do something for our retirement.. we'll be like them, old but still working.. old but still wakes up early in the morning to go to work.. worse.. if we have to change our lifestyle.. we used to own a car.. now we have to sell it.. we used to eat out at chilis or TGIF.. now we dont even go out to mamak that often.. we used to travel around.. now we dont quite have enough to go to our son's house in the UK..

we always thought when we are older we dont drive because our eyesight has worsen.. we thought when we are older we cant eat at chilis or TGIF because its not healthy.. when we are older we cant travel that much because we are weaker, back pain and such..

but if we have the money, we could use a driver.. we could still eat healthier servings at chilis or TGIF (ada ke?).. we could travel first class..

think about it..

products that might help.. PRUretirement accumulator and PRUretirement growth (formerly known as PRUlink income)

Tak kerja ke?

2008-09-24T11:25:00.002+08:00

saya nak start memblog semula.. semangat nih.. dah menyampah tengok blog yang sungguh lesu dan usang..

Merujuk kepada perkara di atas, ramai orang tanya gitu kat saya.. to be exact diorang ada tanya gini

"Naiza, you tanak keje ke? buat insurans je?" OR "Bestkan jadik cam you rilek je tak keje"

ayoo.. adakah buat insurans secara full time itu bukan keje? Maybe for them kerja is to have to go to office 9 to 5.. Dan kerja yang sebenar benarnya adalah makan gaji..

Truth is, I've never dream of being an insurance agent. Tiada dalam senarai cita2 masa kecik dulu.. kalo senarai tu ada 10 pun.. still tader insurance agent dalam tu.. yelah masa tu insurance pun tatau apa.. but as my life goes, I came to know about this business, thanks to my mum yang involve in this first.. and saya sangat bersyukur she found Prudential dan bukannye company lain, sebab this company is the best.. saya sangat suka..

But I guess some people pelik kenapa saya gi buat masters in engineering susah payah then balik buat insurance.. maybe tu yang buat people wonder kot.. Well.. actually we just have to ask ourselves kenapa kita bekerja.. For almost everyone in the planet we work because we want to get money for a living.. thats the main objective.. untuk maybe segelintir orang je yang bekerja because of sesaja suka2.. because of passion (tapi diorang ni mesti pewaris2 harta yang maha banyak yang buatkan diorang takyah keje untuk dapat duit)

I chose to be in this business. Some of my friends might know how I am so stressed and confused masa awal2 I've decided to this full time. I know being an insurance agent is the best thing. I already see how my mum grow. Our family lifestyle has changed tremendously. I believe that I can be successful by doing this. But it took me quite some time to adjust because naturally I'm not a sales person. Naturally I'm an introvert.

Alhamdulillah, now I'm fine. I have no regret. I know I've made the right decision. I'm glad I didnt quit trying. So friends, dont worry about me, I'm doing good. Thanks for all of your support. InsyaAllah I'll try my best to improve myself in this. And believe me, if I can be an insurance agent, everyone can be an insurance agent. Its all depends on how big is your dream.

Jadd bangun lerrr

2008-08-10T14:33:00.003+08:00

huwargghh.. lamanya tak update.. Saya rasa ayat ituh sangat la selalu jadi pembuka setiap post.. Now i'm always busy.. weekdays busy keje.. balik keje bermain2 dgn Jadd pastu tido.. either saya tido dulu.. or Jadd tido dulu..

weekend pulak dok spend time ngan Jadd.. pastu biasalah pegi umah ibubapa ku.. takpun gi umah inlaws.. yang memang setiap ari kena buat adalah groceries.. pastu ada gak time yang weekend ku kena kerja.. ada je benda nak dibuat.. or ada je appointment.. takpa.. busy tu baguih.. kalo tadak keje tu bahaya... huhu

Cuma now.. i always think i spent less time with Jadd.. kadang2 dah lewat baru saya sampai umah.. Jadd dah ngantuk nak tido.. so tak sempat nak main ngan die.. plus bila dah everyday dok ngan bibik ni.. memang la dah somehow attached..

anyways.. cerita lain pulak.. just now baru dok browse my biras punya digital scrapbook.. and being me.. saya memang lah suka benda2 gitu.. cumanya saya ni suka jugak hangat2 taik ayam je..

macam blog ni jugak la.. kejap ada post nye.. most of the time tader.. nak post gambar2 pun tader sebab saya sudah pencen dari mengambil gambar.. gambar amik pakai camera phone tu adala.. tapi tak menarik la sangat kan..

kejap lagi nak balik umah my mum.. tengah tunggu Jadd bangun tido..

balik jom!

2008-05-14T18:33:00.002+08:00

saya selalu balik lewat sekarang ni.. dah kul 6.35pm.. hoho... sian Jadd kat umah kan..

okay.. i'm going home now..

suka plak buat tag ni

2008-02-28T09:39:00.002+08:00

FAVORITE BREAKFAST IS: roti gardenia, cicah air nescafe.
THE MOVIE I’VE WATCHED MOST NUMBER OF: Cerita P Ramlee gakk (I like seniman bujang lapok)
LEAST FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: chemistry (siap penah fail test.. wohoo)
SPEND MY LEISURE TIME: playing with Jadd
WORST SMELL? bau taik kucing depan umah.. huhu
IF I COULD HAVE ANY CAR IN THE WORLD, WHAT WOULD IT BE? can I have a yacht instead?
FAVORITE HOUSEHOLD CHORE? ? none! haha
WHEN I WAS A KID I DREAMT OF BECOMING: an engineer
FAVORITE COLOR/s?: Red I think
FAVORITE PERFORMER(S)? Incubus, Cranberries.. sangat rawk!
IF I COULD REPEAT COLLEGE, I’D TAKE: Interior Designing.. wuhuuu.. bestnyerr
THREE THINGS I CAN’T FORGET BEFORE GOING TO OFFICE? a pen, KL map, business cards..
FIRST THING I’LL BUY WITH MY FIRST SALARY: cant remember what I bought with my first salary... long time ago
I’D LIKE TO BE REMEMBERED AS: Naiza Adnan RFP, Prudential's Agent
IF A BOOK WAS MADE INTO A MOVIE, WOULD YOU STILL BOTHER TO READ THE BOOK? nope.. nak buat ape? hehe.. I'm not a reader.. lagi suka dibuat movie, lebih entertaining..
SPECIALTY IN COOKING? pasta ala2 jamie oliver... wahaaaa
PRESENT CRUSH(ES)? Jadd Husain cinta hatiku..
FAVORITE HANG-OUT? curve, ikea, tesco, OU. tu yang paling dekat..
BEST PLACE TO SHOP? OU kot. kalo groceries I like giant or pasar segar dekat umah ni
DO YOU LIKE TO WATCH PLAYS? suka tapi jarang pegi.. why? dunno..
FAVORITE PLACE IN YOUR HOUSE? dalam opis, depan kompiter ngan depan TV
BEST GIFT YOU’VE RECEIVED? lots of stuff from my parents, and also those nice handmade birthday cards from my sayang
WEIRDEST GIFT YOU’VE RECEIVED? panties from a friend named Dina (its my 11th birthday).. still wish I could meet her again..
GIFT THAT YOU WANT TO RECEIVE AS OF THIS MOMENT? A laptop yang kecik, tak larat angkut yang besar ni everytime gi appointment
YAHOO OR HOTMAIL: yahoo
LEFT OR RIGHT: Right
BLACK OR WHITE: black
BLACK OR BLUE PEN: Black
SANDALS OR SHOES: shoes
COLGATE OR HAPPEE: colgate.. happee tu ape?
CHOPSTICKS OR SPOON AND FORK? jari jemari gak.. tapi kalo mee meehoon tu fork and spoon laa
ROBOCOP OR RAMBO: ish tak minat dua2
JOLLIBEE OR McD: McD
COKE OR PEPSI: Coke! my fav
LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO: on the phone with my sayang
LAST PERSON WHO TEXTED YOU: from Celcom, suruh jangan lupa ngundi.. ceh
LAST PERSON WHO MADE YOU LAUGH: tak ingat.. but Jadd makes me smile.. kira ke?
LAST TIME I CRIED: semalam, someone i know just lost his son last year. cam sedih...
YOU SEE ME ALWAYS DRINKING: air suam

5 things found in my bag
*3 pens
*my purse
*my note book kecik
*2 card holders
*my phone

5 things found in my purse
*MyKad
*Driving Licence
*Duit skit
*Credit cards
*Receipts yang ntah ape ape

5 things I’ve always wanted to do
*diving class
*bungy jump
*stay in Burj Al Arab
*masuk Amazing Race Asia
*have a driver

sesapa nak buat tag ni buat la yer..

Tag lagi

2008-02-27T07:44:00.003+08:00

I've been tagged by sayang. bagus jugak, baru terpikir nak update blog. now here it goes:

The Linking Tag Rules

1. List out five favourite links - the links can be of business sites, affiliate links or whatever that suits the blogger.

2. Tag five more people to share their links, so hopefully, at the end of the tag, we would be able to share good links with each other.

3. The links MUST be clean. No X-rated sites.

4. List out only FIVE links.

5. You MUST tell FIVE people you choose.

6. Provide the link back to the person who tagged you.

7. Obviously, it should be an active link.

These links are on my favourite lists:

1. Prunet - Its a site for all Prudential's contracted agents. here's where I look up for any details of my client. And daily production of agents in my agency and also in Malaysia.
2. Prupartner - Also for the agents. Here's where I checked my work related emails, announcements on new stuff, new regulations, new awards or challenges and also informations on new products.
3. Maybank2u - I pay a lot of things online. Including my client's premium.
4. my own blog - then I'll go to the others; the links on the sidebar.
5. facebook - its a cool site. better than friendster.

Sorry people, those sites mostly are work related. I'm not a surfer. So sayang, when I turn on my pc, its always about work. If I'm not online, I'll busy doing quotations, updating my client's database etc. So lame huh? takpe

"When the vision is clear, nothing else matters"

BUT.. here's 2 links which are not really my favourite but I go there once in a while. some of you might like it.
1. babycenter - best for preggers and new moms.
2. shoppingnsales - informations on sales! warehouse sales! Anakku ada sale starting esok. Yeay!

now i'm tagging

1. cpah - curious ape die tgk ari2.. hehe
2. azidot - i think its all about football? yer? tak?
3. ardy - sports related gak?
4. naf - pru's sites gak ker? huhu
5. Im - buat yer..

8 random facts

2008-01-05T23:28:00.000+08:00

i've been tagged by cpah...

The Rules:

1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
3. Tag eight people at the end of this post and list their names.
4. Let them know they've been tagged by leaving them a comment on their blogs.

List eight (8) random facts about myself:

1) Its my first post in 2008. I'm so busy with everything else but blogging.

2) I'm a new mom. i think everyone knows that already. hihi

3) I'm an engineer by qualification. Worked for Proton suatu ketika dulu. Now working as an insurance agent with Prudential. Somehow I think people always think I'm a drop out sebab tu jadik insurance agent. hoho. tidak sama sekali. I chose to be in this industry. Run my on business. And ada jugak orang kata ruginye amik engineering, siap buat masters tapi tak praktikkan. for me i think it was a great experience to learn engineering (great experience to travel around europe), saya tak rugi apa apa. :D

4) I love sudoku, kakuro, code crackers and apa saja puzzle yang mencabar minda except for crossword puzzle. vocab saya tidak begitu meluas. huhu

5) I'm not good with stranger. tapi once I get to know a stranger bleh je sembang pot pet pot pet sampai esok pagi.

6) I'm quite good at sports. I can run quite fast. I'm quite good in catching and throwing ball. I can jump quite high. I'm quite good with rackets. I can swim quite well. could you count how many 'quite' in the above sentences?

7) I hate programming. Teringat zaman belajar Cprog masa first year first sem di MCC, i kept on saying "Aku nak bunuh diri! Aku nak bunuh diri!"

8) My first boyfriend was this dude in my class. I was 11 yrs old. I wrote a love letter to him. I went to his house with my maid and I paksa my maid kasikkan surat tu beserta watercolor panda as a birthday present. Next thing I know he's my boyfriend. Haha. Senang kan ngorat zaman dedulu?

saya nak tag 1) Azidot bucuk 2) Sayangku 3) Ardy 4) Naf 5) Sarah queserasera 6) Itique 7) Runiz 8) hmm.. tader dah..

Sekian..

Tagged

2007-12-24T23:31:00.000+08:00

Dah lama tak update.. buat tag ni jadi cara yang cepat nak update blog.. maybe itu tujuannye kan.. untuk orang yang nak buat quick update or bagi idea nak tulih ape kat blog.. dah tgk tag ni kat blog Cpah tapi my bro yang tag me dulu.. here goes..

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night.
Jadd Husain.. most of the time die je kot yang dok buat ku tersenyum dan tertawa.. haha

2. What were you doing at 0800?
Sembang ngan Jadd yang baru bangun tido..

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Baca blog orang.. baca email yang dah lama tak bukak..

4. What happened to you in 2006?
2006 macam happening gak.. bulan 4 bertunang.. bulan 5 gi Convo and tgk Haziq yang baru lahir.. bulan 12 kawin! wuhuu.. happening sungguh

5. What was the last thing you said out loud?
hmm i think i asked my sayang "nak tido dah ke?"

6. How many beverages did you have today?
hmm Coke masa lunch.. Coke masa dinner.. lain tu air kosong je.. banyaknye minum Coke?!

7. What color is your hairbrush?
kunin!

8. What was the last thing you paid for?
hmm macam tak ingat jugak.. last weekend balik kampung.. makan free je.. ha baru ingat.. isi minyak kat Jitra RM50

9. Where were you last night?
Dalam keta.. baru balik dari kampung.. gile letih.. jalan jem melampau.. <-- tak delete dari Di nye.. sama la tuuu

10. What color is your front door?
its a glass sliding door with maroon frame yang berkeriuk bila dibuka sebab roller die dah rosak.. sungguh annoying

11. Where do you keep your change?
dalam purse.. tapi selalu digunakan.. jarang simpan.. bayar tol RM2 pun selalu bayar pakai syiling.. syok kutip my sayangnye change yang bersepah di meja.. sangat suka menggunakannye..

12. What’s the weather like today?
Pagi panas.. petang hujan.. malam cerah.. <-- sama la tuu

13. What’s the best ice-cream flavor?
choc!

14. What excites you?
at the moment: Jadd and sales!

15. Do you want to cut your hair?
Ye kot.. tapi biarlah panjang betul dulu... baru berbaloi.. hehe

16. Are you over the age of 25?
Yup.. daku sudah tuaaa

17. Do you talk a lot?
haha u guess!

18. Do you watch the O.C.?
penah jeling2 jer..

19. Do you know anyone named Steven?
Kenal! Steven ape ntah.. mamat ni kononnye designer for my kitchen cabinet tetapi sangat hampeh! cuba untuk melupakan tapi soklan ni mengingatkan kembali la. cih.. tanya la nama edward ke michael ke..

20. Do you make up your own words?
yup.. usually mendescribe bunyi sesuatu.. contohnye bekas simpan susu yang ada portion2 tu.. yang bila nak bancuh susu.. bukak satu portion terus tuang dalam botol.. i call it ketukketukketuk.. merujuk kepada bunyiknye bila diketuk masuk botol..

21.Are you a jealous person?
Sedikit jeles la..

22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’
Ayu (awat taktau teringat kat ayu)

23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’.
Krol (teringat sebab Di pun letak Kerol)

24. Who’s the first person on your received call list?
Mama gak

25. What does the last text message you received say?
RM0.00: Maybank2u.com msg: TAC - ****** 24 Dec 2007 22:23:28

26. Do you chew on your straw?
Nope

27. Do you have curly hair?
ade ke eh?

28. Where’s the next place you’re going to?
esok jumpa prospect.. her house at kelana jaya.. wish me luck!

29. Who’s the rudest person in your life?
hmm ntah.. kalo ada pun tak ingat..

30. What was the last thing you ate?
Whopper Jr

31. Will you get married in the future?
dah kawin dah pun

32.What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?
dalam berbulan2 tak tgk movie.. i think the last one that i can remember was Zombie Kampung Pisang.. tengok kat Astro.. ai laik lah

33. Is there anyone you like right now?
like cemana ni.. i like Jadd.. hehe

34. When was the last time you did the dishes?
baru tadi.. basuh botol Jadd

35. Are you currently depressed?
ada sedikit depressed bila terasa Jadd lagi suka ngan Bibik dari saya... tensen wei!!

36. Did you cry today?
blum.. hehe

37. Why did you answer and post this?
terasa nak update blog secara cepat..

38. Tag 5 people who would do this survey.
sesiapa aja yang membaca lah..

Diarrhoea

2007-11-16T23:07:00.000+08:00

Jadd kena diarrhoea.. so.. another trip to the clinic.. doc said it could be due to the antibiotic.. but since die pun dah start on formula.. maybe because of that gak.. maybe he's allergic to dairy based formula.. susah nak kata sebab both starts at about same time.. sian die.. but antibiotic dah takyah makan.. so tgk lepas ni.. kalo still diarrhoea jugak.. i'm switching the milk to lactose-free formula.. kalo die okay.. maksudnye.. no cow's milk.. no cheese.. and apa2 saje yang sewaktu dengannye..

one thing for sure.. bila gi jumpa doctor.. sure die tanya.. berak bape kali.. kaler cemana.. berak sekali banyak or sikit2.. die minum susu bape kali.. skali minum bapa banyak.. bapa kali minum botol.. bapa kali breastfeed... adeh... memang tak teringat sumer tu.. we should have a journal.. or a logbook.. ataupun gantung chart dekat cot.. everytime berak tanda kat chart.. kaler.. bape banyak.. keras lembut.. senang kan?

Jadd is 4.52kg on 15/11/07

More of Jadd

2007-11-12T19:40:00.000+08:00

Theres so many things that I wanted to share.. most of it are my experience with my lil Jadd..

1) Jadd dah sunat! when he was only 2 weeks old.. it was quite a mistake not to get it done masa right after birth.. sebab at that time babies cant feel pain.. they are still adjusting to the new world.. so sangatlah kesian.. tapi rasanya kalo tunggu sampai die besar lagi la susah.. so Jadd dah big boy... he's a man! haha

2) Jadd kena Jaundice.. masa gi sunat that doc ada mention but he said.. it should or will go off.. tapi kalo tak gak kena la gi check.. well when he was 4 weeks old.. still tak hilang gak kuningnye.. at first pegi klinik biasa.. dr kata tadak ape.. thats normal and it will go off.. tapi macam tak puas hati je.. so i brought him to child specialist.. klinik dkt ngan umah je.. the doc said.. it should go off masa baby dah 2 wks.. so bila ada case jaundice lelama ni.. takut ada benda lain.. so Jadd's Urine sample was taken.. Jadd's blodd was taken.. sian sangat kat die.. nangis gila2 nye.. memang tak penah die nangih gitu.. sungguh sedih.. when the result came.. the jaundice is due to urine infection.. huhuhu.. dah Jadd kena plak makan antibiotic.. so he tasted the first ubat when he's 5 weeks old..

3) Last a couple of night.. Jadd berjaga malam.. and cranky skit.. sume tak kena.. bagi minum susu pun nangis.. nak bagi burp pun nangis.. nak bagi tido pun nangis.. wohoo.. first night tu from 10.30 sampai kul 2am.. baru die tido.. second night tu.. from 12.30.. sampai 4am baru die tido.. adeh la.. sampai my sayang kuar at 3am.. cari susu formula.. sebab dok pikir maybe my milk dah tak sufficient.. true enough.. the third night.. bila die dah start nak jadik cranky.. kasik minum susu formula.. memang die reject first few times.. tapi sebab laparnye pasal.. terpaksa minum kot.. pastu die jadik okay.. tak nangis walaupun die berjaga.. sampai kul 4.30am.. huhu.. my biologicall clock pun terjejas sebab Jadd.. so Jadd dah start minum susu lain selain breastmilk.. bak kata my sayang.. najis die dah bukan najis mukhaffaffah.. hehe..

oh by the way.. last Saturday gi timbang.. at 5 wks he's 4.27kg.. a great jump on the graph.. yeay!

i'm starting to work

2007-11-01T12:58:00.000+08:00

hari ni masuk hari ke 28 saya berpantang.. my lil Jadd dah 4 weeks old.. saya dah bosan tahap maksima dok umah aje.. so esok.. i have an appointment.. huhu.. kena la tinggalkan Jadd kat Tuk and Wan nye.. sian die.. tapi takpe.. nak gi appointment selalunye paling lama pun 3 jam.. so takpelah kot.. kasi die makan kenyang2.. tinggalkan bekalan gak so that tuk die bleh feed kalo die lapar.. hopefully close la esok ni..

btw.. pagi ni die nak plak tido meniarap.. and memang die terlena pun.. sambil menghisap jari jemari yang bersarungkan mitten.. siap bunyik lak tu.. hmm.. adakah die akan start suka nak hisap jari bila nak tido? hope not.. kang kembang jari jemari..

motherhood

2007-10-31T17:35:00.000+08:00

wohoo.. hari2 yang agak mencabar with my lil Jadd. first three weeks die tido siang.. tidooo jerr.. buat la ape kat die time siang.. die memang tak bukak mata.. maybe sekali sekala je la kot.. malam pulak berjaga.. kalo jaga bleh dok sensorang okay gak.. tapi die nakkan attention.. kalo idak dok nangih dalam cot.. so kena gak saya angkat die and hold him sambil duduk bersandar kat kepala katil.. selalunye saya akan tido dulu.. die tido gak la lepas tu.. tapi kekadang die tanak plak dok gitu.. if i stand.. die okay.. so kenala berjalan2 pulak.. kekadang tu.. saya bawak die ke hall and tgk tv.. bukan die tgk tv.. saya yang tgk tv.. memang sleepless nights.. letih giler.. feeding plak every 2 hrs.. and one session kekadang last sampai sejam.. baru die tido semula..

but a couple of days ago.. die dah start bertukar.. malam die tido ngan nyenyaknye.. cuma time feeding je die akan nangis.. tapi siang.. mula la.. letak kat cot tak kena.. letak atas our katil tak kena.. letak atas bouncer pun merengek.. kasi meniarap pun die restless gile.. yesterday.. from 12 noon sampai kul 7pm die tak tido.. memang i cant do anything else.. macam2 cara dok cuba nak bagi die tido.. today pun sama.. but this time.. since 9.30am sampai 2.30pm.. at last i carry him with babybjorn baby carrier! sampai dia terlena terlentok dalam tu..

wohoo.. mencabar..

its raya!

2007-10-29T16:18:00.000+08:00

i guessed its not too late to post my raya pic.. its Jadd's first raya.. he's just 9 days old.. tengok la betapa keciknye die.. hehe.. bila pikir2.. its my first raya with my sayang gak.. tak sempat beraya berdua dah terus beraya bertiga.. hehe.. raya kali ni pun special sebab first time setelah sekian lama kitorang beraya full house.. with my bro azidot bucuk and my sis.. and first time jugak beraya kat kl.. walaupun we moved to kl in 1988 (i think) tapi tak penah sekali pun beraya di kl.. always balik kedah... for sure! tapi raya kali ni gak la yang agak mencabar.. tak leh makan ketupat.. huhu.. dunno bila yang bleh makan.. sampai saya stop breastfeeding ka? huhu..

Us on the first day raya..

My family

anyways.. Selamat Hari Raya rerakan sumer! Maaf Zahir Batin..

I'm a mom!

2007-10-16T21:48:00.000+08:00

Yup.. I'm a mom now.. Alhamdulillah everything went well.. (timing kat bawah ni lebih kurang je.. main agak2)

3rd Oct 2007 at 2330

me and my sayang went to DSH.. rilek je la kan.. sebab tak sakit langsung.. dah register sume.. we were brought to the maternity ward.. dah masuk bilik pastu midwife ada datang check2 skit.. pastu buat CTG..

4th Oct 2007 at 0030

saya di induce.. pakai tablet dulu.. i did ask the midwife... then whats next.. die kata tunggu sampai dah start terbukak 2cm probably next morning.. then baru diorang akan start induce pakai drip.. okay lah kalo gitu..

4th Oct 2007 at 0045

me and my sayang decided to watch the latest episode of Heroes (sempat lagi tu kan) dah abih Heroes kitorang pun tido..

4th Oct 2007 at 0200

wah sakit sudah bermula.. baru je nak tido tapi cam tak leh nak tido.. ada gak la kot paksa lelap.. tapi cam tak leh nak go deep sleep gak... ada gak la buat breathing technique tu... it helps a bit.. a bit je la.. my sayang pun ada tolong2 urut belakang la ape la.. tapi woo sakitnye ada gak.. nak kata sakit sangat tu tak la jugak.. tapi dah cukup membuatkan saya takleh nak tido..

4th Oct 2007 at 0415

sakit makin hebat.. i went to the loo.. buang air.. pastu nampak ada skit show.. so i called the nurse.. midwife datang check.. i'm 2cm dilated.. she asked if i want epidural.. or satu lagi painkiller yang main cucuk kat paha tu.. i go for epidural.. reasonnye.. i cant sleep.. tu baru sakit masa 2cm dilated.. blum masa almost fully dilated lagi.. takleh nak imagine cemana nak push nanti.. immediately after that.. i was pushed to the labor room..

4th Oct 2007 at 0500

doc datang and bagi epidural.. ngilu jugak rasa die.. tapi tak kisah sebab lepas ni i wont feel a thing.. memang sangat betul... baru la bleh lena.. dgn bestnye..

4th Oct 2007 at 0600

I'm 4cm dilated.. jeng jeng jeng..

4th Oct 2007 at 0700

I'm 6 to 7cm dilated.. wohoo.. makin gabra..

4th Oct 2007 at 0800

I'm fully dilated.. ready to push.. but my gynae blum sampai... cehh.. my sayang dah start anxious.. dok diri and jalan pegi balik dalam labor room yang agak kecil itu.. menunggu doc dengan sabarnye..

4th Oct 2007 at 0840 (about la kot)

doc sampai dalam keadaan kekalutan.. started pushing.. since i'm on epidural.. really tak leh rasa my lower body.. nak push pun payah.. kaki pun numb.. at last kena pakai vacuum.. huhu..

4th Oct 2007 at 0900 sharp!

he's out! sungguh tak bleh nak describe cemana perasaan bila doctor letak dia on my tummy.. he was crying.. really small..

Here's our junior.. Jadd Husain Bin Mohd Taqiyuddin weighing 2.58kg..

Alhamdulillah.. thank you all for your prayers..

the time has come!

2007-10-03T13:51:00.000+08:00

the last post.. i was happy baby's weight naik 300g in a week.. then.. seronok lagi dibuatnye sebab he gained 500g in another week.. and time tu saya puasa.. so i guess dah okay lah nampaknye.. i think its all because i've been taking lots and lots of soya... bukak posa soya.. moreh pun soya.. kekadang sahur pun soya.. then makan tauhu lah.. macam2..

dengan rasa seronok.. i've been telling my friends how happy i am and betapa hebatnye kesan soya... then one of my friend actually pointed out that soya enhances the development of estrogen.. since i'm carrying a boy, die suggest i slow down.. terkejut jugak at first.. so i googled.. memang la ada article bout that.. about kids jadik gay sebab masa baby minum soy milk.. sungguh menggerunkan.. ada banyak jugak la kesan negatif soya ni.. tapi kalo diambil dengan berlebihan.. actually kalo sesikit tader problem pun..

but memandangkan my baby's weight pun dah 2.6kg.. and dah hebat progressnye.. i stopped taking soya totally.. tapi to my surprise, my last checkup which was last monday.. his weight dropped to 2.2kg... adeh laaaa... told my doc pasal citer soya tu.. die kata.. thats not totally proven yet.. and afterall memang now i'm full with estrogen.. huhuhu..

jadi disebabkan itu doc suggest to induce.. huwa huwa.. sangat terkejut ye rakan2... die bleh kata.. "awak pilih la nak esok ke lusa ke".. i was like.. "huh??!"

so akhirnya.. we've decided to do it tonight.. so malam ni.. dah nak kena masuk wad.. kena induce labor.. hohohohoho

doakan saya and baby yer?

cuak wei!!

i'm happy

2007-09-17T21:34:00.000+08:00

adalah sangat happy balik dari checkup last saturday... happy sebab i gained 900g and the baby pun naik 300g in just 1 week... doc kata very good.. yeay!! agak lega.. and hopefully die akan naik camtu jugak nanti..

i think yang lain ngan what i've been eating adalah soya.. been taking lots and lots of soya.. tambah dibulan posa ni.. berbuka memang air soya ajer.. soya cincau.. yummy! so thats the trick.. lepas ni tau dah la.. minum banyak soya lagi senang dari makan 2 3 bijik telur setiap hari.. sungguh geli anak tekak mendengarnye..

bebaru ni my sisnye maid pegang my perut.. katanya 'udah turun'.. 'udah tidak lama lagi'.. wuhuu.. cemana la agaknye nanti eh.. cant really imagine..

doakan saya yer?

alkisah

2007-09-13T06:58:00.000+08:00

semalam i was at JAIS Shah Alam... ada bukak booth PruBSN.. It was about 10 am when i arrived.. and I was setting up the booth.. gantung2 bunting.. then came this one man.. quite young.. maybe younger than me at least..

Man: Akak bukak booth kat sini ke?

Me: Haah.. (dalam hati terpikir, mamat ni yang incharge of orang bukak2 booth kot)

Man: Akak bleh tolong? Ada sorang perempuan ni jatuh luka sini (sambil tunjuk lutut) nak mintak tolong angkat die..

Me: Huh? Awak nak suruh saya angkat die?? (dalam hati, biar benar mamat ni suruh orang ngandung angkat orang.. aku nak angkat beg laptop pun cam nak mampus)

Man: ada sorang dah.. nak sorang lagi tolong..

Me: Ish tak boleh la.. awak tgk la saya cemana

Man: ha takpelah (nada yang agak dissappointed pastu terus blah)

Me: Sorry yer? (masa cakap ni mamat tu dah jalan ke lain)

Man: Nak mintak papah je (bercakap sambil jalan.. tak paling muka to me pun)

Me: ???

sabo je la.. i would go and help if i think i could.. yang die pun takkan la nak mintak tolong orang ngandung.. pelik la pulak.. staff JAIS tu ramai je pompuan.. nak gak suruh aku.. pastu aku takleh nak tolong die cam bengang lak... pastu aku plak rasa bersalah tak gi tolong.. tapi kang aku rebah bersama budak yang sakit lutut tu? tak ke satu hal pulak? jangan kata nak angkat orang (or papah).. my nephew pun dah lama ku avoid untuk mendukung... sangat menyakitkan belakang.. ni kan pula budak perempuan yang actuallynye aku pun tak tau la besar mana.. tapi kalo sampai kena papah 2 orang.. sure die ni agak besar or die memang takleh nak jalan langsung..

tu la perutku kecil.. maybe mamat tu pun tak perasan kot memula.. adeh la..

anyways.. selamat berposa rakan rakan!

baby ku kecil

2007-09-11T23:10:00.000+08:00

my baby boy adalah kecil... beratnya hanyalah 1.87kg masa 35 week.. huhuhu.. i got 5 weeks to go and i really hope die membesar dgn jayanye.. doc suggest protein diet.. telur 2 3 bijik sehari.. huhu.. i did not follow.. 2 3 ari je kot makan banyak telur.. now.. dah stock up air soya.. been consuming Amwaynye protein drink.. always include ayam.. daging.. or whatever yang berunsur kat protein in my everyday meal.. this sat another checkup.. tolong la tunjukkan perubahan or else doc tak kasi posa... huhuuh.. jenuh la nak mengganti nanti... agak pressure sebenarnye..

info

2007-08-03T21:59:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i was just wondering.. does my reader yang tak seberapa ramai ni tau what i do for a living? maybe tak semua kot eh.. rasa macam tak penah pulak dok citer pasal keje dalam blog ni.. well for those yang tak tau.. i'm with Prudential.. i'm an agent.. nak sedap lagi bunyik.. I'm a financial solution provider.. cewah.. start dah lama.. since grad.. Oct 2002 to be exact.. tapi i just turned full time lepas balik from UK.. kire start Jan 06.. it was tough at first.. but now dah okay.. not as stessful as before.. I'm with my mum's agency.. senang citer she's the manager.. she's my boss.. my dad and my big sis pun full time agent.. and my lil bro yang baru je grad pun join as a part time agent... so macam family business gak la..

Dedulu i'll be proposing a policy with Prudential Assurance (M) Bhd.. now dah ada company baru.. Prudential BSN Takaful Berhad... its a different company.. a takaful operator.. full syariah compliant..

I've been wanting to do this.. saya nak sebarkan info2 pasal insurans and takaful to my reader.. kalo boleh untuk sumer orang.. tapi pengunjung blog tader la ramai pun kan.. hehe.. my mission is to reach out and let everyone knows insurans tu ape.. and insurans cemana yang kita kena ada.. company insurans kat mesia ni banyak gile.. product pun banyak.. i just want to make sure everyone yang amik insurans tu tau and paham insurans ape yang die patut amik..

sebab i've been listening to complaints yang kata insurans ni tipu..claim tak leh dapat.. bayar dah banyak tapi abuk pun tarak.. sometimes bukan salah company tu.. bukan salah product tu.. cuma kita yang salah beli.. salah pilih.. kekadang tu sayang.. duit dah beratus2 abih.. beribu kekadang tu.. tapi ada yang tatau pun ape coverage.. ape yang die boleh claim.. cemana nak buat claim..

so now skit2 i'll open up a topic.. i'll be open and fair.. kalo kekadang terbias ke Prudential tu harap maaf la yer.. but i'll try not to.. arini blum ada topicnye.. nanti esok2 saya start la yer..

moved

2007-08-03T21:30:00.000+08:00

me and my dear hubby dah move out from my mum's house.. dah nak masuk 3 minggu kot.. barang still blum abih unpack.. malas pun ada.. keje pun cam banyak skit lately.. so balik cam agak penat untuk berkemas.. ape2 pun nak gak kemas cepat2 before i become so heavy and dah tak larat langsung nak buat ape ape..

esok my next checkup.. i'm 30 weeks pregnant already.. tak sabar nak nengok baby.. esok jugak ada pureen nye warehouse sale.. teringin nak gi tengok ada tak benda2 menarik dah murah yang boleh diangkut..

my sis baru dapat maid baru.. so far she's okay.. my sis tader complaint ape lagi.. puji2 adala.. minah tu dah ada experience kat arab saudi 5 tahun.. i guess tu pasal die cam terer kot.. my sis nye first maid dulu hampeh gile.. banyak tul beza nya.. and her current maid skarang dok tanya my sis ada tak sesapa nak pakai maid.. die kata adik die nak datang keje sini.. hmmm.. memula dulu rasa cam tanak maid... susah and terasa rimas ada orang lain in the house.. but come to think of it.. i still need someone to look after my baby... nak antar nursery okay gak la.. but i guess dalm 300 gak kot sebulan.. pastu.. i was thinking of getting a weekly cleaner.. yang datang cuci segala and iron baju.. yang tu sebulan dalam 200 plus gak.. skali2 pikir.. baik amik maid jer.. tak gitu? solve problem nak jaga baby lagi.. nak kemas umah lagi.. kalo saya housewife takpe gak la kan.. hehe

amik maid je la kot eh?

2007-07-10T00:26:00.000+08:00

wohoo.. bosan melihat blog sendri.. sangat busy menguruskan rumah.. busy pikir pasal itu ini.. tensen ek deal ngan contractor ni.. pening! kalo nak kira now dah 2 bulan lebih.. my house tak jugak complete lagi.. insyaAllah next week bleh pindah kot.. hopefully..

kitorang yang first time deal ngan benda2 camni.. banyak la benda yang belajar.. yang tak patut dibuat.. yang patut dibuat.. i wanted to do a postmortem lepas ni.. nak make sure kalo la later kitorang pindah lagi benda silap yang kitorang buat tak leh buat lagi..

antara yang teringat sekarang

1. jangan percaya contractor ni.. baik cemana pun rupanya.. walaupun memula muka cam kucing.. jangan terpedaya.. kalo die buat muka kesian sebab kita mintak die kurangkan total harga quotation pedulikan ajer.. kalo kita rasa apa yang kita mintak tu berpatutan, mintak ajer..

2. kitorang dah tanak beli cat sendri.. this time that contractor charge kitorang workmanship saja.. cat kitorang beli sendri.. tapi next time kalo nak cat umah.. kitorang nak suruh diorang je beli.. pastu specify cat ape yang patut dibeli.. and of course specify colour la.. sebab cat ni payah nak monitor.. diorang pulak suka hati je suruh kita beli bape tong.. kita pun beli sebab kita tak sure bape banyak cat nak kena pakai.. kalo diorang beli sendri sure diorang pandai je nak jimat.. kalo cat tak lawa sebab die cam nak jimat cat sangat.. kita suruh je die cat lagi sampai lawa.. senang... pastu tader problem contractor curi cat.. hish! saya sungguh hangin!!

3. tiles mungkin okay kot kalo nak beli sendri.. sebab tiles senang nak kira sendri.. kalo tau luas kawasan.. boleh nak kira bapa banyak tiles needed.. never ever believe diorang.. main suka hati je suruh beli bape banyak tiles.. yang kitorang kira sendri sure ngam2.. memang tader bazir.. yang satu kitorang tak kira bebetul.. dah belambak extra.. rugi je.. pasni nak tepek kat ne? kat idung??

4. lepas ni nak kena pay more attention to detail.. memang nak kena betul2 specify.. what are the materials.. bape besar.. bape tinggi.. cemana die nak buat.. kalo main ikut je diorang ni ntah pape jadiknye..

5. kalo nak amik orang nak buat kitchen cabinet or built-in wardrobe.. berhati2lah dengan kedai2 yang begitu commercial itu.. kitorang dah terkena.. showroom die ada kat damansara perdana.. sapa nak tau.. aku bagi tau personally.. the thing is.. diorang ni hanyalah designer.. main belasah je nak lukih2 kitchen cabinet tu.. tapi secara practicalnye hampeh.. die main belasah je.. 'boleh taruk basket'.. 'boleh sink besar ni'.. 'boleh paip kat situ'.. tapi hakikatnye tak boleh! so i would suggest korang carik la tukang terus.. die yang design, die yang buat, die yang pasang.. usually diorang ni tak commercial sangat.. ye la.. macam one man show je kan.. tapi serious puas hati.. kitorang dah jumpa sorang ni.. really good.. kitorang blum penah keciwa lagi.. yang ni saya berani nak rekemen.. my mum and my sis pun pakai die.. sangat senang nak deal.. sapa nak nombor i can give..

hmm banyak lagi sebenarnye.. tapi kang berjela pulak.. plus.. mata dah separuh terkatup ni.. daaa

updates

2007-05-21T21:29:00.000+08:00

its been a while.. been very busy...

perkembangan? daku semakin membuncit.. wuhuu.. my last checkup was on the 5th of May.. went with a friend cause my sayang had to go to seremban.. this time, i asked the doctor whats the gender.. hehe guess what.. its a boy! i hope she's right.. cause i've bought a couple of shirt and pants already.. I do wish for a boy.. but my sayang wanted a girl.. i dont really mind actually.. as long as he's healthy..

now i'm browsing for a name.. susah betul nak pilih.. dunno which one will suit him best.. ada yang namanya best tapi maksudnye tak best sangat.. do you guys have any idea?

6.83 cm

2007-04-10T15:25:00.000+08:00

Say hi to our little junior..

today

2007-04-08T00:40:00.000+08:00

today.. i went for a check up.. finally.. the doctor did ask.. who's been checking on me sebelum ni.. i said tader sapa.. die kata "tader sapa? awak buat senyap je?" huhu.. amik sebijik.. ape ape pun.. alhamdulillah everything seems okay.. cuma nak tunggu blood test.. tatau la kalo ada yang tak kena.. but so far okay je la kot..

the best part was masa tummy ku discan.. huhu.. its a fully formed baby! wohooo.. me and my sayang.. ternganga tengok.. we were amazed.. i've been reading newsletter from babycenter.com yang dok citer pasal development of a baby.. memang i'm aware of that.. but when i actually saw it on the screen just now.. terasa cam waaaa... that thing is now inside me.. wuhuuuu... I AM PREGNANT! now macam baru sedar.. boleh tak?? baru berpijak di bumi yang nyata.. sebelum ni macam dah terlupa.. huhu.. it really makes me feel great..

we did took the image of the scan.. i think my sayang will post it on his blog.. oh lagi satu.. the baby is only 6.83 cm long... but i could actually see the fingers.. must be really tiny.. Subhanallah!

pregnant

2007-04-04T23:17:00.000+08:00

i'm almost 13 wks pregnant.. tapi i've never actually went for a check up.. terkejut tak? huhu.. dunno why.. i just did a self test.. urine test.. then i went to a normal GP just asking on what to do.. what to expect.. he gave me folic acid with iron.. saying that my blood pressure was quite low.. and thats it.. asik nak pegi jumpa gynae and do my first scan.. tapi ade je halnye.. hopefully this weekend i'll have the time to go..

bila pikir2 my first trimester is almost over.. cepatnye masa berlalu.. i dont have so much things to share.. i didnt experience any morning sickness.. cuma at times rasa cam tak sedap.. tapi tak muntah or terasa pening ke ape.. just that.. i always felt tired.. kekadang letih tu macam tak leh nak buat keje ape langsung.. hanya mampu terbaring gitu je.. tapi kekadang tu i guess maybe sebab i'm hungry.. the thing yang i realize.. selalu je rasa lapar tapi when i actually eat.. tak sempat nak banyak.. dah kenyang.. dah rasa bloated giler.. so now kena makan kerap tapi sikit2.. masalahnye.. selalu la malas nak carik food.. akhirnye.. biskut je la yang kubedal tatkala lapar in between meals..

satu lagi.. now ni kalo panjat tangga saya akan mencungap2.. sungguh tak fit.. kalo dah naik pastu tertinggal benda nak turun balik adeh laaaa..

hmm.. some of my pants dah tak muat untuk dipakai.. huhu.. i just knew about pants extension.. haaa.. ada this strap thingy yang can actually extend the waist.. so with that.. still bleh pakai pants lama lagi.. sebab kalo nak pakai maternity pants macam besar sangat.. thanks liza for that info..

i really appreciate those tips.. kalo ada ibu2 yang ada tips2 menarik silalah utarakan kepada saya.. thanks!

cerita hal rumah

2007-03-30T22:56:00.000+08:00

sebenarnye saya dah bosan nengok blog sendri.. tidak berupdate.. few times I actually bukak this page dgn intention nak update.. but usually ade je la bukak other windows as well.. sambil check email la ape la.. last2.. page ni tak jugak berusik.. blog ni tak jugak berupdate.. but this time I have a story to tell..

last few years.. I bought a house.. when I first started working.. that house was still under construction at that time and I finally got the keys in 2004.. since I was still muda remaja.. single and available at that time.. (haha ye ke?) I've decided to rent it out.. my tenant was a young couple with 2 kids.. or maybe 3.. I've never met them since I was in the UK and my dad was the one who's been handling those matters.. ai bukannye pandai pun bab2 nak kasi sewa and stuff ni.. so okay la.. at first they seems quite okay.. until months after that.. they started to miss payment.. up to a point the outstanding rent was for 5 months! my dad plak malas nak bising2 sangat... but he did reminded him about the rent.. until end last year.. I got married and we decided to move in to my house.. sebenarnye nak gak dok umah my parents lama lagi and biar je la orang sewa.. kurang2 ada gak duit sewa.. tapi disebabkan duit sewa pun asyik lambat je.. my dad suggested that kitorang masuk je la umah tu... tak pening2 kepala.. so I said okay..

he's not been paying the rent since dec 2006.. and dia actually ada la bagi deposit 2 months plus 1 month rent for the month yang die start masuk tu.. by right.. the deposit should be returned to the tenant kalo theres nothing yang die buat pada rumah yang needs to be repaired.. tapi takpelah.. considering yang tader ape nak repair.. so duit deposit tu kira untuk 3 bulan la senang (tak paham gak kenapa 3 bulan and bukan 2 bulan).. kalo 3 bulan.. meaning cukup la untuk dec, jan and feb 2007.. so my dad called him late jan and cakap yang kitorang nak pindah masuk.. and kalo boleh die kuar by end feb.. since deposit pun sampai bulan tu je..

pastu bila dah late feb my dad call lagi.. die mintak tangguh pulak sebab wife die baru bersalin early feb.. sian la jugak kan.. so my dad extend la sebulan sampai end march.. tapi he needs to pay the rent la kan.. okay lagi... today dah 30th march.. my dad call die.. number not in service.. my mum call his wife.. tak angkat tepon.. my mum send an sms.. tanya dah pindah ke belum.. rupanya die dah kuar 12th march lagi.. huhuhu.. and he left the keys in the house.. die jugak ada mention "saya rasa saya dah x ada kena mengena tentang rumah puan sebab kontrak saya dah tamat pd 31 januari 2006" wohooo.. i wonder why he stayed til march if he knows that the contract is only up to jan..

apa2 pun.. kitorang pegi la tengok jugak umah tu tadi sebab takut ape2 dah jadi since die tinggalkan gitu je.. and true enough la.. the house keys were on the living room floor.. the gate, the grill and the front door was unlocked! adeh la.. sib baik la tader ape.. maybe orang pun tak realize yang rumah tu actually tak berkunci.. i dunno why they didnt let us know they're moving out.. tak pulak datang umah ke antar kunci.. rasa bersalah kot sebab tak bayar sewa.. tadi masa dah dekat nak balik.. my neighbour baru sampai umah die and we had a chat.. seems like a very nice lady.. die pun actually terkejut sebab my tenant tu kuar ngan agak drastik.. diorang pun tak selalu bersembang.. tak berapa close.. my neighbour tu pun baru je pindah masa puasa tahun lepas.. baru sangat..

takpelah.. kitorang checked the house.. sumer okay.. except ada la bocor bilik air tu yang airnye sipped ke lantai bilik bawah.. other than that.. okay je la.. so sib baik gak la die ni jaga gak umah tu.. so lepas ni ada la sesi2 nak repair umah.. cat umah.. bersihkan umah.. renovate skit ke.. pastu buleh la masuk umah sendri and start mula hidup berdikari... wuhuhuhu.. cemanala agaknye ek..

gonna be really busy lepas ni... huhuhu.. bila la pulak my next update eh.. hehehe

Its true

2007-03-05T14:56:00.000+08:00

yup.. its true.. i'm expecting.. yeay!

cerita lagi

2007-02-12T21:40:00.000+08:00

kekadang ada dengar orang kata.. jangan la dok mengejar kekayaan.. bersyukur la dengan apa yang ada.. be contented with what u have.. i agree with bersyukur dengan apa yang kita ada.. tapi saya tidak setuju ngan be contented with what u have.. why? kenapa kita tak boleh nak work for a better life? kenapa mengejar kekayaan tu dikatakan salah? kenapa kita tak boleh nak usaha lebih untuk nak dapat keselesaan dalam hidup?

ada orang kekadang kata.. dah rezekinye secupak.. mana boleh nak jadi segantang.. masalahnye sakarang.. cemana kite tau yang rezeki Allah bagi kat kita ni.. secupak or segantang? or lebih dari tu? macam mana sekali pun.. kalo kita tak try cari rezeki yang segantang tu.. forever la rezeki kita hanya secupak..

for me.. phrases2 begini hanyalah alasan.. nak sedapkan hati.. jadi tak la rasa bersalah sangat bila kita ni tak kaya macam orang lain.. tak hidup senang macam orang lain.. kita pun kata.. bersyukur ngan apa yang ada.. thats true.. i agree.. memang kita kena bersyukur ngan apa yang kita ada.. tapi that doesnt mean that we cant ask or seek for more..

yang penting.. jangan takbur dengan kekayaan yang kita ada.. when we have more we could give more.. now.. kalo orang mintak sedekah.. berapa yang kita boleh bagi? segenerous mana pun orang tu.. die mesti pikir gak duit untuk sendri nak survive.. sure die takkan bagi semua harta.. so apa salahnya kalo kita kaya?

cerita

2007-02-12T21:03:00.000+08:00

terasa cam nak cerita something.. banyak benda boleh nak cerita.. tapi banyak gak benda yang terasa cam nak dicerita tapi macam tak sesuai untuk dicerita..

last friday it was raining.. jammed.. my feet was on brake pedal all the time.. cars moving i lifted up my leg.. when the front car stopped.. i stepped on the brake pedal.. been doing that quite a while.. my eyes were about to shut close.. suddenly i heard something.. i felt something.. i hit a kembara.. ceh..

kemek la skit hood tu.. kena that round thingy where they put the spare tyre.. sib baik gak.. kembara tu rilek je la.. so i dont need to worry about repairing her car.. and sib baik minah tu agak baik.. tak marah2.. so now my car dah masuk bengkel ketuk mengetuk..

adeh laa.. why so many things happens to cik ct? dedulu pakai kete lain okay aje.. hmm.. tak okay gak la.. ada gak la langgar curb sampai kemek belah bawah body kete tu.. ada gak la langgar divider kat highway sampai pecai cermin side mirror.. and ada gak la calaran2 lain.. cuma tak penah la langar kete orang lain.. huhuhu.. cik siti dah 2 kali cium bontot kete lain.. gatai.. huhuhu

saya hampir lupa

2007-01-23T23:26:00.000+08:00

insiden pertama..

lokasi: One Utama New Wing
saya sedang: mengisi borang nak apply One Card Priviledge
saya hampir: nak tick column 'miss' instead of 'mrs'
saya hampir lupa...

insiden kedua..

lokasi: Booth Citibank
saya sedang: buat application credit card
sales person sedang: mengisi my particulars dalam borang
saya hampir: nak jawab saya single bila ditanya 'dah kahwin ke belum?'
saya hampir lupa...

huhu.. adakah ini normal??

Absence

2007-01-22T18:38:00.000+08:00

today is our first month anniversary..
today my sayang has to go to Butterworth for 3 weeks.. sib baik dekat je..
and today i learned this quote:

"Absence makes hearts grow fonder"

do you agree?

cuti cuti athens

2007-01-19T00:53:00.000+08:00

we went to athens for our honeymoon.. cerita ini agak basi.. tapi nak citer gak.. we arrived at about 5 pm.. memang dah senja.. dah nak gelap.. we took a cab to our hotel.. half way to the city.. my sayang realized yang beg camera tertinggal kat krusi dkt ngan tpt amik taxi.. huhu.. first thing yang terpikir.. "abih la gamba2 honeymoon kuu"... so we turned back.. sah sah la kat krusi tu dah tader beg tu kan.. i've imagined the worst... tapi sib baik.. it was at the lost and found... huhuhuh... sib baik ada rezeki lagi..

sampai je hotel dah gelap.. wohoo.. area hotel tu memang lah gelap.. ngan orang yang agak gelap dok menjual barang2 kat tepi jalan.. bila tgk tu teringat makcik2 yang dok jual tudung kat tepi2 jalan area jalan tar.. bila tgk orang beruniform je lari lintang pukang.. sama la cam kat athens ni.. cuma kat sini pakcik2.. adalah sangat horror.. tak berani nak kuar memalam kat situ.. tapi.. yang bestnye location hotel ni.. right in front of it ada restoran kebab halal.. walaupun ia tidak lah sesedap kebab lolita di paddington or kebab bayswater (lupa la nama dieeee.. ish) tapi okay gak la sebab boleh makan meat.. meal kat kedai tu dah jadik our dinner everyday...

first day kitorang jalan2 kat town je.. paling tak best adalah anjing2 yang sangat banyak.. saya adalah sangat phobia anjing okay.. pastu banyak kucing gak.. greek cats sangat weird.. over friendly.. kalo kita duduk.. die sure datang nak naik atas our lap.. pastu tanak turun lak tu... hmm.. i didn't have the experience la kan.. sebab kucing datang je.. saya dah lari dulu.. huhu.. agak menakutkan.. lagi satu.. wujudnye pokok2 limau ditepi jalan cam amazing.. banyak lak tu buahnye.. and di greece u can always imagine ada banyak pokok olives.. memang banyak pun..

banyakla benda2 bersejarah kat athens ni.. it reminds me of rome.. tapi sini lagi banyak benda2 merepeknye.. macam2 benda bleh tgk.. and sumernye walking distance.. so takyah nak risau kalo metro jauh.. sebab sememangnye buleh je nak jalan.. tapi kitorang naik gak metro bila kaki dah lenguh.. hehe..

the best part was the cruise. we went to 3 islands... Poros, Hydra and Aegina.. Poros island yang biasa.. tader ape sangat.. Hydra for me yang paling cantik.. its an island yang tadak langsung automobile.. sumer naik donkey.. kewl ek? Aegina plak.. the biggest island of all three.. main product adalah pistachios... sangat sedap!

lagi satu pasal greece ni.. the greek characters.. membuatkan saya teringat zaman2 blaja dulu.. theta lah.. phi lah.. rho lah.. sigma.. alpha.. beta.. seronok when we actually could pronounce the greek word.. tapi tak paham la.. hehehe..

korang bleh nengok my honeymoon pics kat sini

Reception Day - 23rd Dec 2006

2007-01-11T17:23:00.000+08:00

These pics are also taken by Sarah. Sangat talented.

and this one below is absolutely my favourite.

You guys could view more of my wedding pics here. At last ade gak time nak mengupload. hehe

Akad Nikah - 22nd Dec 2006

2007-01-11T17:13:00.000+08:00

Pictures are taken by Sarah. Thank you so much.
Finally... I'm married... :)

counting days...

2006-12-15T01:01:00.000+08:00

things will be different in 7 days..
excited.. but nervous..

(i seriously thought that today is wednesday)

I'm getting married!

2006-12-07T00:02:00.000+08:00

hello people..

i'm getting married.. i know.. i know.. most of you you dah tau pun kan.. hehehe.. anyways.. here is the e-card.. sesiapa yang mengenali diri saya buleh la menghadirkan diri yer.. or if u want a card to be sent to ur home.. please let me know..

busy tapi bab merapu ni sempat aje

2006-11-16T01:02:00.000+08:00

rasanya sekarang saya dah suka nak letak2 gambar.. senang betul pakai picasa tu ek.. tapi cpah.. aku masih blum pandai nak edit2.. huhu..

apa2 pun.. tadi dok baca blog cpah.. cam teringin plak nak letak soklan2 ni.. kalo rajin jawab la.. cam menarik je.. hehe

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

cpah.. ko mesti kena jawab.. hehe..

Haziq Eisar!

2006-11-10T23:03:00.000+08:00

haziq eisar yang sangat comel..
aunty ja tak larat nak update blog la..
banyak nak update tapi tak sempat nak naip..
busy gilers..
my nephews plak dah balik..
memang la tader masa untuk bersuka ria..
6 weeks lagi..
adeh..

raya oh raya

2006-10-15T00:10:00.000+08:00

dah nak raya tak lama lagi.. cam tak sedar.. time flies.. skang raya dah macam tadak ape sangat.. sib baik la balik kampung jugak.. ada la nampak bebudak dok round keliling kampung mintak duit raya.. adeh la.. tak berapa berkenan sangat that tradition.. sebab macam secara tak langsung kita dok ajar anak2 melayu kita mengemis.. dok ajar cara nak dapat easy money without having to do anything.. pegi je umah orang.. laung a'kum banyak2 kali sampai tuan umah kuar pegang syiling 20 sen segenggam.. tadah tangan.. dapat la sekeping.. rasa nak cakap trima kasih cakap la.. tak cakap pun tak pa.. tuan umah tak kata apa pun kekadang tu.. pastu gi umah sebelah lak.. senang kan.. i did that once.. when i was 13.. haha.. kalo kat kampung umur gitu dah tak gi mintak duit raya dah.. tapi just to happenned tahun tu je first day raya kat kampung my dad.. my mum nye kampung tadak geng nak gi mintak duit raya tu.. masa dok mintak duit raya tu.. segan ada jugak la.. when people ask me how old i am.. i said 12.. at least blum masuk menengah la kan.. haha.. tapi disebabkan saya yang agak tinggi ni.. payah orang nak pecaya.. tapi diorang hulur gak la sekeping..

lagi satu yang buat terasa best raya ni bab makan la kot.. ketupat daun palas.. yum yum! pastu ada jugak yang masak laksa la.. meehoon sup.. yummy yum yum.. hmm kalo dedulu.. time puasa syok main bunga api.. sian bebudak skang.. dah takleh sesuka ati beli bunga api and mercun cam dulu.. syok ooo.. pastu ada plak yang main perang2.. agak ganas.. sampai baju melayu berlubang2 kena sparks.. saya tengok je la orang main.. saya tak dibenarkan main mercun.. bunga api buleh la.. pastu paling best.. guna bunga api tu tulih nama atas jalan.. kalo gatal skit.. tulih la nama budak laki hingusan yang saya suka.. huahua.. pastu main depan umah dengan harapan budak hingusan tu lalu naik beskal ngan bunga api.. hahah.. those were the days..

dedulu mak saya slalu buat kuih raya.. saya suka la tolong.. now.. die tak buat saya pun tak buat.. penat la.. kalo buat kek buleh tahan lagi la.. skali bakar je.. tak la penat sangat.. dedulu kalo nak raya pun sibuk cari baju raya.. now dah tak kisah pun.. ada gak la baju kurung yang dah jahit dedulu.. since baru dan belum dipakai.. buat jadi baju raya je la.. cun tak cun belakang citer..

raya kali ni skali lagi balik kampung.. balik tunjang.. korang balik mana eh?

been a while

2006-10-06T00:30:00.000+08:00

sedar2 rupanya last month tade update langsung.. busykah saya? ntah? macam tak jugak.. tapi macam busy jugak..

alahai.. susahkan bila kepala otak dok pikir macam2.. kadang2 our brain cakap lain and our heart rasa macam nak buat benda lain.. susah bila takleh nak concentrate satu2 benda.. pening bila benda yang kita buat cam tak betul.. tak perfect.. lagi penat bila ada orang plak dok suruh kita buat itu ini ikut kehendak dia.. tensen lagi bila tak leh plak kita deliver benda yang disuruh buat ikut style dia.. penatkan bila kita pikir apa yang kita dok buat ni betul ke idak.. penat pikir betul ke kita ditakdirkan buat ape yang kita dok buat.. or kita sebenarnye ada option lain? or sebenarnye kita buleh je buat benda lain? kusut kepala otak bila kita rasa terperangkap dengan apa yang kita tgh buat.. terasa yang kita tak boleh kuar.. terasa macam nak tanak kena teruskan jugak buat.. walaupun kita terasa bebannye.. terasa susahnye.. terasa yang kita sebenarnye tak boleh nak buat benda tu lagi dah.. tapi bila pikir balik.. rugi pulak kalo nak mengalah.. terasa yang mungkin kejap je terasa beban... mungkin lepas2 ni rasa syok pulak.. tapi kalo ari ari pikir benda yang sama.. letih jugak..

paling tak best benda yang kita dok pikir ni affect kita punya mood and emotions kan? tak best nye bila selalu rasa tak best.. kan best kalo sentiasa rasa best..

saya rindukan rasa best

Its raining

2006-08-24T18:09:00.000+08:00

hari ni saya ke suatu pejabat yang dulu selalu je saya kunjungi.. selalunye memang boleh je masuk dengan sesuka hati.. pak guard tu senang je kasik pas pelawat kat saya.. tapi hari ni pak guard lain.. die tak kasi saya masuk.. :( sedih2.. penat tau drive jejauh pastu tak leh nak masuk.. padahal dedulu bleh je masuk... jadi terbatal lah niat nak berjumpa rakan2..

balik je hujan sangatlah lebat.. saya park kete bukan dibawah porch sebab saya nak kasi hujan cucikan kete saya.. hihihi...

semalam saya pegi karaoke.. cpah orang ajak tamo plak ikut.. jadiknye kitorang berempat je la yang melalak.. agak over sebab lagu2 sumer yang ala2 sangat tinggi.. haha.. memang sakit tekak menjerit.. miah ngan semangatnye berdiri atas sofa dengan harapan suara bleh sampai.. hehehe..

last weekend saya jadik pengapit rakan saya.. agak kekok sebab tak reti jadik pengapit.. diorang plak sangat la penuh adatnye.. nak kena mintak2 tol lagik.. mana ai tauuuu.. sib baik ada makcik to the rescue.. susah jugak.. nak lap2 peluh pengantin.. yang kite ni pun berpeluh sakan jugak.. kalo nak touch masa dok bersanding tu saya kena tutup muka die ngan kipas.. haa.. sungguh lah proper okay...

hujan dah berenti.. nak masukkan kete bawah porch.. daaa

today is monday

2006-08-14T19:16:00.000+08:00

memang bawak kete kat kl ni mahal la kan... hari ni saja i spent RM13.70 untuk parking (di tiga tpt yang berasingan), tol RM2 pastu tambang LRT RM3.20 sebab nak avoid bayar parking di lokasi keempat.. wuhuuu.. tu blum masuk duit minyak kete lagik tu... gilelah..

p/s: parking tu total of 5 hrs je.. bengkok bengkok

today is wednesday

2006-07-12T23:16:00.000+08:00

today is wednesday... tomorrow is thursday... yesterday is tuesday... its july now... cepat betul masa berlalu ek.. am already old... going to end my life being single soon... not that soon la... but... 5 months considered soon la jugak kan... debaran kian terasa... wuhuhuuu...

Anyways.. i love this picture.. Naim Eiman and baby Haziq Eisar... they are soooo cute!! kiss kiss from Aunty Ja...

p/s: Long tak pe eh aku cilok gambo ko ni... huhu

haiya cik ct

2006-07-06T20:16:00.000+08:00

arini saya dapat kawan baru.. cik ct namanye.. cik ct sangat comey.. saya suka cik ct.. dulu tengok cik ct cam tak lawa.. saya tak suka cik ct yang dulu.. tapi skarang cik ct dah cantik.. lepas ni ari2 ak kuar ngan cik ct.. tapi cik ct ni sensitif sikit.. kena jaga betul2.. kalo idak cik ct tak lawa.. arini saya bawak balik cik ct dok umah saya.. harapnye cik ct suka dok sini.. saya suka cik ct dok sini.. mak saya pun suka.. bapak saya pun suka.. sumer orang suka.. sebab cik ct sangat comey..

ada sesapa nak kawan ngan cik ct saya? :D

adeh

2006-06-21T22:21:00.000+08:00

wah.. lamanya tak berblog.. wanted to upload the convo pic.. tapi tak berjaya.. Imah sampai bengang masuk fotopage tadak pun gambo tu.. huhuhu..

by the way.. i'm back in malaysia.. lama dah sebenarnye.. now life goes on.. keje keje dan keje..

bila dah banyak sangat benda yang nak diupdate tidak diupdate.. begini lah jadiknye.. langsung tatau ape nak update..

okaylah.. saya nak cerita tentang jam tangan saya.. mak pak saya belikan jam ni in 2002.. lama gile.. tapi saya suka banget dgn jam tu.. last sunday.. saya kuar makan ngan rerakan termasuklah my sayang.. lepas tu gi ikea.. pastu gi tgk wayang.. pastu singgah umah chepah.. balik umah dah lewat.. terus masuk tido..

esoknye.. nak pakai jam.. carik2 tak jumpa.. waaaa.. ada tanya chepah.. tapi die kat luar.. die balik saya singgah ke umah nye.. sibuk nak nengok ape yang diorang beli.. tak pulak mencari jam tu.. huwaa.. tak jumpa lagi..

esoknye.. carik lagi kat umah.. memang tader jam.. pelik la kalo terjatuh sebab saya mesti bleh perasan.. saya terus ke cineleisure.. tanya ada tak diorang jumpa jam.. tader.. saya ke ikea.. tanya diorang gak.. pun tader.. huwaaaa... nampaknya saya terpaksa menerima kenyataan yang saya sudah kehilangan jam..

petangnye.. saya dapat sms dari chepah... jam saya dijumpai dicelahan baju yang dilipat... waaaa.. sangat gumbira rasa dihati...

tapi my sayang baru nak belikan saya jam yang baru.. huhu.. tak dapat lah.. heheh

I'm officially graduated

2006-06-01T16:30:00.002+08:00

Yeay.. yesterday was the event.. came to London a day earlier with my parents and Nana who came by to my sis house earlier... tatau ape nak buat kitorang gi London Eye.. great view that da sebab ari sangat cerah.. tapi sangat sejuk! okay la naik benda tu.. nak kata best sangat pun tak la jugak.. biasa je..

on the graduation day.. awal2 pegi amik robe dulu.. menarik.. sebab ada orang tolong pakai kan.. pakcik2 omputih tetua lak tu.. hhuhu.. at 11 kitorang start masuk royal albert hall.. memula tak jumpa tempat duduk.. huhu.. salah rupanya.. tak lama pun ceremony tu.. right after that ada la makan2 kononnye.. tapi ntah ape yang bleh dimakan pun.. so kitorang minum je.. sangat lapar sampai la akhirnye kitorang makan shawarma at 3 pm.. akhirnya..

malam antar my parents balik umah my sis.. and saya lepak lagi 2 malam kat bilik nana.. tatau dah nak naip ape.. nantikan gegambar grad saya ye.. daaa

Me in Burton

2006-05-24T16:57:00.000+08:00

hello people... lama tak update.. busy ngan macam2... i'm in Burton now.. arrived on the 19th.. penat gilos.. sebab kalo kire door to door.. 24 hrs baru sampai.. ayoo..

my new nephew was born on the 22nd May.. kul 7.03 am local time.. muka sebijik cam abang die masa baru lahir.. cuma smaller tapi taller.. or should i said longer? hehe..

so people.. meet Haziq Eisar the little brother of Naim Eiman

Comey... and pipi die sangat lembut... sangat sangat lembut... hihi

last weekend

2006-05-03T11:34:00.000+08:00

warghh.. baru ada masa nak menaip.. last weekend.. me and my sayang gi kursus kahwin.. haa.. akhirnya.. sijil blum dapat lagi.. nanti end of this week bleh gi amik.. well.. biasa je lah kursus tu.. paling tak suka bila kena tunggu penceramah yang sentiasa datang lambat.. out of 6 penceramah tu.. sorang je yang on time.. yang lain tu sumer lambat.. bukan sikit2.. 10-15 minit gak.. paling lama skali yang more than 20 minutes.. adeh.. jadi kalo korang ada yang nak gi kat semua house tu.. be prepared la yer.. tapi i can say semua penceramah tu tak de la bosan sampai terasa nak tidur.. and tader jugak yang berceramah politik... macam dulu my sis pegi.. ada plak masuk bab politik.. paling tak best die dok kutuk kerajaan pulak.. ayoo.. kursus kawin ka pa ni?

ari ahad.. from kursus terus gi Istana Budaya nengok Lantai T Pinkie.. "T bukan untuk Tengku tapi T untuk Tonggek!!" huhuhu.. that was my first time tengok teater kat mesia ni.. first time tengok teater melayu.. first time masuk Istana Budaya.. terasa cam.. "waaaaa.. Nasha Aziz~~" saya sangat suka Nasha.. bukan sebab lakonan ke ape sangat la.. i think orang lain pun ada je yang sama berkebolehan.. tapi sebab die lawa.. and suka suara die yang macam serak2 skit.. macam seksi2 manja gitu.. huhuhu.. (pelik lak aku dok memuji pompuan ni je kan.. hihi)

hmm.. for me citer tu okay la kot.. tatau la maybe sebab i dont quite understand some of the message yang cuba disampaikan.. macam bila Azizah Mahzan (ke Mihzan?) cakap.. "ku cabut bulu ketiaknya yang panjang dan ku cium.. tapi tiada baunya.. baunya hilang" (something like that la).. i'm sure sebenarnye ada maksud yang cuba disampaikan.. tak pulak saya utarakan persoalan ini kat rerakan ku malam tu.. ape korang rasa eh? hilang bau tu maybe sebab mamat tu dah tader kot eh.. ntah..

lagi satu saya ni bila tengok teater.. dok sibuk nak tengok props.. cemana diorang bawak masuk props.. cemana diorang naikkan platform yang ni.. turunkan yang sana.. turunkan tabir.. suka nak tgk how they creatively use up the stage untuk buat satu2 scene tu nampak real.. macam masa time pinkie ngan mamat tu nak larikan diri... cemana bleh sumer pelakon2 extra tu.. tau je mana nak lari.. mana nak berdiri.. nampak kewl.. tu yang bila Azizah tu dok citer pasal cabut bulu ketiak tu.. saya kekadang tak dgr sangat die kata ape sebab dok sibuk tgk dancer diorang menari ngan tikar mengkuang.. why mengkuang? why tikar in the first place.. cemana diorang bebetul make sure mana nak hampar tikar tu.. bila timing nak tarik.. pastu bila ada scene pukul memukul.. suka nak tengok cemana teknik mamat tu buat nak make sure nampak real die pijak nasha tapi nasha tak rasa apa pun..

kekadang terpikir.. saya sorang je ke dok pikir pasal benda2 remeh tu.. or memang itu sebab orang tengok teater?

beg cantik

2006-04-22T10:35:00.000+08:00

semalam saya jalan2 gi tgk2 barang.. saya ternampak satu beg.. sangat cantik.. beg ala2 document beg.. besar.. muat lah nak isi fail2 saya.. now dok guna beg nike saya yang mulanya jadi beg keje proton pastu jadi beg blaja pastu jadi beg keje Prudential lak.. sungguh tak elegan.. hehe.. beg yang semalam saya tgk ni memang kena ngan citarasa saya.. tapi.. kenapa ek.. tak leh nak beli... terasa bersalah.. padahal beg tu cam perlu.. tapi kekadang terpikir lak.. beg nike tupun bleh pakai lagi.. cuma bak kata mak saya.. macam beg skolah.. nak beli terasa jugak cam buang duit.. tader la mahal gile.. 109.00 je.. dilema betul lah.. rasanya kalo ada sale.. saya dah beli kot.. walaupun 10% je discountnye

bila pikir2 balik.. saya sebenarnye jarang beli barang yang tak sale ni.. saya cuma bershopping bila ada sale je.. and of course di factory outlet je.. now dok pikir ape ek benda yang saya beli pada harga normal.. hmm.. tak leh nak recall.. of course la kalo makanan ke.. stationery ke.. toilettries tu saya beli pada harga normal.. tu pun ada gak cari yang ada offer..

alamatnye beg cantik saya tu.. kena tunggu sale jugak lah gamaknye.. jangan abih stok udah le... sebab bak kata minah salesgirl tu.. beg tu ada satu kaler tu je.. kale lagi satu dah abih.. macam ade kemungkinan akan abih jugak je.. huhuhu

Lights and Sounds

2006-04-07T11:43:00.000+08:00

wuhuuu... got a phone call.. from a courier guy.. trying to find my house.. ingat kot ape.. rupanya from Hitz Fm... I won Yellowcard CD.. hhuhu... lama dah masuknye.. ingat kot tak dapat.. dapat jugak.. hehehe.. yeay!.. baru nak dgr lagu2 nye.. okay okay je la kot.. best sebab dapat free.. hihi.. nak masuk lagi lah.. best dapat freebies ni..

one good news

2006-04-06T11:12:00.000+08:00

just now.. i called Puan Noradlina.. a.k.a Ina Kimi.. saja je nak bergossip.. lama dah tak bersembang.. she asked when is my big day.. so I said Dec... pastu die menjawab "ha okay lah aku dah bersalin dah time tu".. huh??!!

haa.. thats her way of telling me that she's pregnant.. 4 months already.. aiyooo.. baru nak habaq.. rupanya memang tak ramai pun yang tau.. maybe a few yang really close.. segan nak bagitau kot mulanya.. atas izin tuan empunya diri.. saya pun nak announce la kat sini yang Ina and Kimi are parents to be.. Congrats to both of them.. hopefully everything goes well and ko leh datang kenduri aku nanti yer Ina..

okay lah people.. ada date with my mum.. daaa

my fiancé

2006-04-03T13:41:00.000+08:00

yesterday is the day that i wont forget..

it was supposed to be the day saya dirisik..
but it turns out to be my engagement day..

Now..
my friend..
my boyfriend..
my sayang..
Mohd Taqiyuddin Mohd Bakir.. is my fiancé..

I am happy.... sangat!

young or childish?

2006-04-01T17:41:00.000+08:00

disclaimer: cerita ini telah diubahsuai sedikit.. mengikut citarasa pencerita iaitu saya.. atas sebab memelihara keaslian cerita.. (heh merepek je).. anyways.. dua insiden dibawah berlaku pada hari yang sama.. tatau la pada waktu yang sama ke idak.. tapi lebih kurang je la timing nye..

insiden pertama:
di kedai kain bersama ibu tercinta.. seorang salesgirl sedang mempromo kain2 yang begitu cantik kepada ibu saya... salesgirl yang sangat peramah.. ibu saya pun suka gak melayan.. di suatu ketika salesgirl bertanya.. "anak akak ni umur 23? 24?"... "whoa!!" (terkejut lam ati je la..)

insiden kedua:
ini adalah perbualan diantara bapa saya dan salah seorang staff Prudential (dicerita semula oleh bapa saya)..
staff: ini anak encik eh?
bapa saya: haah..
staff: dia buat full time ke part time?
bapa saya: full time
staff: die ni umur bape eh encik?
bapa saya: awak rasa bape umur die?
staff: 23..
bapa saya: hua hua hua..

hmm.. do i look young? or do i look like a child? adakah orang nampak saya cam umur 23 24 sebab tgk muka je.. or bila tgk saya secara keseluruhannye.. maybe the way i dress.. the way i walk.. the way i talk.. kebudak budakkan kah aku?? huhuhuhu..

ke memang muka saya nampak muda... auww... hahaha

lupa jer

2006-03-30T01:01:00.001+08:00

huhu.. today i went to Proton.. seperti biasa.. on the way, i called runiz.. nak ajak kuar lunch.. agreed.. makan nasi ayam kampung.. yummy! masa tu.. kat highway lagi..

bila nak dekat sampai tol.. korek la handbag.. mencari wallet.. tader.. korek lagi.. tader jugak.. ayoooo.. korek tempat syiling.. sib baik la.. ada banyak.. cukup la nak bayar tol RM 2.30.. sampai Proton.. ape lagi.. terpaksa pau runiz..

bab duit okay lagi.. tapi IC.. driving licence sumer tadak.. tapi nak tanak kena la drive jugak kan.. so buat tatau je la tu.. terpaksa la berlagak confident everytime..

susah tul la.. this is not the first time.. last time was the time masa gi training RFP.. dah masuk parking.. skali dalam kelas tersedar wallet tader.. training seharian.. duit nak makan tader.. nak bayar parking yang sampai RM8 tu cemana pulak.. orang yang training skali tader plak yang kenal rapat.. segan la nak pinjam duit.. sib baik teringat opis Aunty Siti kat atas tu.. terpaksa la buat muka seposen mintak pinjam duit.. huhuhu.. malus malus..

semua kejadian ini terjadi bila saya tukar beg.. hishh.. tepon sumer masuk.. wallet yang selalu lupa nak masuk.. duh!

happenings

2006-03-28T01:18:00.000+08:00

wuhuu.. lama tak update.. been so busy with work.. and stuff..

last week balik kampung.. saja melawat tuk yang bebaru ni masuk sepital.. she's doing okay.. cuma now dah tak leh nak dok atas lantai.. kena dok atas kerusi je.. and kena solat duduk.. balik 3 ari jer.. and most of the time.. saya dok study.. ye la.. nak exam RFP.. huhu.. baru la gelabah..

pagi tadi.. eh.. semalam la ek? went for the exam.. hmm.. okay la kot.. tatau la result nak jadi cemana.. harap2 nye pass.. the night before i stayed up til 3 am.. dok baca sampai abih.. berjaya jugak la abihkan.. cuma tak semuanya ingat.. lepas exam tadi.. terasa groggy gile.. bengong.. singgah opis lepas tu.. ada stuff nak kena buat and i had lunch with mama papa.. balik umah.. terus tido.. lama lak tu tidonye.. sampai sakit kepala la pulak.. adeh.. nampak sangat now dah tak macam zaman kat UTP dulu.. dedulu.. kalo stay up pun.. dienye effect tu tader la teruk sangat.. bearable la kot..

last friday.. gi karaoke bersama runiz, miah, sha, nizam, jai (kawan miah) and my sayang.. best!... lama dah tak melalak.. sampai more than 3 hrs kitorang melalak aritu.. i was impressed with my sayang.. suka sangat dengar die nyanyi lagu my way.. and jangan ada dusta antara kita, broery marantika.. haaa.. dont play play.. hehe.. nanti gi lagi eh sayang?

just now.. i registered for the graduation.. dah masukkan dah nama and register my 3 guests yang akan ikut skali.. sapa lagi mau ikut ada lagi 2 tpt kosong.. hehe.. tak sabar rasanya nak gi... nak gi nengok si Naim bucuk tu gak.. rindu banget dah.. talked to si kecik tu on the phone bebaru ni.. last few days i sent a parcel.. kasik kete kecik sebijik.. and a card.. tu yang die mau nak cakap tepon.. makin British dah english die.. lelama kang saya yang tergagap die betulkan my english lak.. haha..

tu je lah kot citer2 baru dan terkini..

hmm... kinda nervous menanti ari ahad ni.. wuuuhuhuhu..

UK.. here I come... again..

2006-03-18T00:02:00.000+08:00

yeay.. my dad bought the tickets already.. during the Matta Fair.. RM2700 with Emirates.. okay la kot ek.. buleh gak singgah Dubai.. sangat suka Dubai! so jadi la nampaknye saya ke sana and gi saya punye convo.. a chance in a lifetime kan nak grad kat sana.. lepas ni tak sanggup dah rasanya nak sambung PHd..

seronok tu seronok gak la.. bleh gak jumpa Naim bucuk tu.. dan jugak baby baru.. Haziq (blum lahir udah ada nama).. bleh jenjalan london lagi.. hmm.. tapi banyak la ongkosnye.. huhu..

sapa lagi yang pegi ni??? Suri?? Taha?? Noreen?? Im dah tau tamo pegi.. hmm..

kantoi!!

2006-03-14T17:07:00.000+08:00

i wanted to post about something.. tapi terasa cam malas nak go public lagi.. too early.. terasa poyo lak.. but i think my bro dah announce awal2.. haha.. disebabkan tak dapat nak simpan sorang2.. ada jugak rakan2 yang dah tau cerita.. huhu..

sib baik jugak la tak update ape2 lagi.. i just knew that my dad has been reading my blog.. and my bro's too.. adoi.. maybe he's reading this one too.. huhu.. tak pe lah.. sib baik my dad sporting.. 'tak gitu pa?' hehe..

anyways disebabkan my dad baca.. die dah tau la citer my car kena clamped aritu.. ayoo.. terbocor rahsia ku..

nak kuar jap.. mau tengok Civic baru.. cun weii..

last night

2006-03-09T17:07:00.000+08:00

last night.. i went to watch Tristan & Isolde.. ntah kenapa.. dah dapat tiket free ni.. kengkawan tak free pulak.. my sayang ada kelas.. runiz ada date.. abby ada meeting and takut abih lambat.. che pah nak tgk konsert... ayooo... sib baik azrina ada.. thanks azrina sebab teman gi nengok movie tu..

ceritanye agak menarik.. tapi macam ada konflik skit citer tu.. earlier part of the story macam ala2 ganas.. perang2.. macho2.. tapi bila tgh2 tu.. terus jadik cerita cintan.. cam extreme pulak.. pelik pun ada.. but overall.. okay jugak la citer tu.. buleh je la nak nengok..

arini.. gi kelas RFP lagi.. ada satu lagi kisah bengang.. aritu tayar kena clamped.. arini.. disebabkan tanak tayar kena clamped.. saya pusing2 carik parking.. sampai 30 minit.. gile tak?? i wasnt lucky at all.. ada je orang yang kuar from parking tu.. tapi cepat je disambar orang.. time saya lalu.. tader plak orang kuar.. as usual.. i was late la kan.. duh!

Tristan & Isolde

2006-03-07T00:49:00.000+08:00

i always received emails from LiNa Jobstreet.. banyak tul job opportunities yang selalunye baca sekali lalu pastu delete email tu.. but i always like to observe the advertisement part at the beginning of those emails.. usually there were all normal advertisement.. but sometimes there were contests.. for movie passes..

last time I entered a quiz to win 2 passes for The Pink Panther movie.. didnt get that one.. i was supposed to answer all the question wrongly.. but i did answer one question right.. duh..

last few days.. I entered another one.. two passes for A Night to Remember.. Tristan and Isolde special screening.. theres a picture of a scene where Isolde was holding Tristan's arms.. looking so concerned.. with a background picture of a ship.. and what we need to do is to write what we think Isolde was saying to Tristan.. i am not a type of person who could actually write something and make it sounds beautiful.. so obviously.. i wasnt really know what to write..

then i had an idea.. i searched for old text messages that my sayang sent to me.. and i found one that i like (and cam sesuai).. it was sent to me on 30th May 2005.. i used that.. add just a little bit.. to make it sounds complete.. and i got that free movie passes.. hehe.. best ek?

thank you sayang..

lalala lululu lilili

2006-03-02T00:46:00.000+08:00

been staring at the monitor for about 3 minutes now.. obviously i have nothing to update.. been very busy.. keje siang malam.. totally different with what i thought about this job..

miraculously.. i am not feeling like i wanted to stop doing this business.. i'm still on it.. pushing myself towards my goal.. heeeeyaaahhh...

oopss.. low battery..

daaa

unnecessary spending

2006-02-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

urgh!!

i had a class today.. (i'm attending a course for Registered Financial Planner (RFP) exams.. planning to put RFP title behind my name.. hehe..) anyways.. it was held at Damansara Intan.. conducted in-house.. today was supposed to be my fourth day but I missed the third one since I was in Bangkok.. the parking space there are really limited.. most spaces are reserved lots.. pastu ada pulak construction yang menutup suku parking lot tu.. nak tambah banyak lagi lots kot..

i was late.. kelas start kul 9.. and i arrived there dalam 9.15.. memang since office hr dah start.. memang susah nak cari parking space.. dah pusing berkali2 tak jumpa.. pastu nampak la satu tempat ni.. tepi dinding.. memang okay je kalo nak park situ.. sebab kete buleh lagi nak lalu lalang.. tapi nak make sure tade yang langgar my car.. i tried to park the car as close as possible belah passenger tu.. ye la.. bukan ade orang nak kuar masuk thru that door pun.. dah off engine.. saya kuar dari kete.. and pegi la jenguk belah dinding tu.. nak tgk dah cukup rapat ke dinding ke idak.. satisfied.. saya pun amik barang2 and jalan la naik ke kelas.. memang kelas dah start la kan.. and since i missed the class before this.. i was quite blur...

lunch time.. 2 hrs.. sebab solat jumaat kan.. i planned to go to office.. nak submit a case.. tapi my mum called kata balik rumah la makan.. and nanti my dad yang submit kan since die pun nak gi opis after lunch.. okay lah..

saya pun berjalan ke kete.. nak balik secepat mungkin sebab tanak la rush2 lak nanti.. dari jauh dok carik kete saya.. sebab macam agak confuse dinding yang mana.. pastu dah nampak bumbung kete.. and ternampak jugak satu tiang kuning at the side of the car.. belah depan skit.. hmm.. saya dah terpikir.. "kena clamped ker?"

huh.. bila dah nampak kete bebetul.. adeh laa.. ada la benda alah kuning yang telah di lekatkan di tayar depan kete... ayooooo

sangat pressure.. lagi buat pressure.. bila tgk kat dinding right next to my car.. memang dah ada sign tulih jangan park situ or kena clamp.. and nak bukak clamp kena bayar RM50.. tensi nye! padahal tadi pagi tu memang dah jenguk tepi dinding tu.. and rasanya memang perasan sign tu.. tapi cam.. tak begitu register sign tu sign ape.. adoi...

akhirnye.. tak semena mena.. i have to pay RM50... hish.. tu kalo buat duit blanja gi dating pun cukup dah satu malam..

cerita ni memang tak buleh diketahui oleh ibu bapa saya... yang semestinye akan marah gegila.. i think seumur idup diorang.. tak penah pun diorang ilang tiket parking or kena clamp..

saya sungguh menyesal.. hope it will never happen again.. ever..

sawadikap!!

2006-02-24T22:09:00.000+08:00

yeay people.. bertemu kembali.. just got back from bangkok.. a trip with fellow qualifiers for Prudential's Bangkok Extravaganza Challenge.. saya meneman ibu saya kali ni.. sebab bapak saya tamo pegi.. i like bangkok.. there are lots of stuff to buy.. murah2 lak tu.. especially bags.. suka sangat... bought one.. huhu.. ingat kot dah tamo beli dah sebab i already have to many.. tapi this one sangat comel.. and its just 20 ringgit.. ape lagi.. bought 2 pants.. 15 ringgit each.. haaa.. mana nak dapat tu?? and satu kasut.. sib baik ada size kat situ.. memang la takde brand.. tapi sini kalo tade brand pun mahal..

to be honest gambar2 memang tak banyak amik.. sebab most of the time dok bershopping je.. my mum dok borong vase2 made of wood ala ala Ombak KLCC tu.. sangat muraaahhh.. yang benda2 tu je dah nak penuh satu beg besar.. i would want to go there again.. just to shop!!

a dream

2006-02-15T23:47:00.000+08:00

I had a dream last night.. tak sangka i can still remember it quite well.. tapi dah cam lupa di awal2 cerita tu..

anyways.. i was driving a bus.. it was a big bus.. very big.. someone was seating next to me.. hmm.. kalo bas cemana bleh seat passenger die bebetul sebelah ek.. eh ada jugak kan bas yang gitu..? ntah.. i'm not quite sure where i was going but we came to a T-junction.. just before i took a right turn.. i remembered telling her (the person yang dok sebelah tu.. tatau sapa) that its my first time driving a bus.. i wasnt feeling awkward.. macam dah terer je bawak bas tu..

i was moving quite slow at that time.. jalan tu macam jalan kat depan sekolah gombak setia tu.. so tak leh nak laju pun.. after a while.. terdengar people dok jerit kat luar bas.. saya jeling tengok kat rear mirror.. "Uik!! Ada mamat terbaring atas jalan".. tatau cemana.. rasa macam tader langgar orang.. tapi orang nampak mamat tu terbaring right after my bus lalu kat situ.. cuak giler.. bentikan bas.. pastu lari nak gi tgk mamat tu..

Intermission.....

actually time lam mimpi ni.. after scene di atas... jalan citer lepas tu mamat tu memang mati and of course saya la dipersalahkan.. and kena masuk court bla bla bla.. tapi.. somehow i got control of the direction of my dream.. tetiba story line die bertukar..

(this is not the first time i 'direct' my own dream.. penah je saya mimpi benda yang sama berulang2 pada malam yang sama just because i like that part so much.. and penah saya mimpi jadik tarzan and i purposely dok ulang part berayun dari satu pokok ke satu pokok sebab saya macam amazed bila saya actually dapat rasa jantung saya tertinggal kat belakang masa berayun tu.. it was a real feeling.. seriously!)

Sambungan cerita...

tetiba.. sedang saya berlari ke arah mamat terbaring tu... ada la pulak sorang mamat ni lari lagi laju and yang merepeknye die bukannye nak buat CPR ke.. nak tolong cara ape ke.. tapi die peluk mamat terbaring tu dari belakang and start buat macam die tgh nak selamat kan orang yang tercekik tulang.. buleh imagine tak cemana? tapi amazingly mamat yang terbaring tu cam tersentak and terus bleh bangun.. ceh..

sib baik la mamat tu tak mati.. tapi still polis dok tanya2 soklan.. and of course i said i dont know how he ended up on the road.. and mamat rescuer tu plak jadik eye witness.. die kata die nampak mamat tu dok dalam tayar.. haha... satu lagi benda merepek lam mimpi saya ni... bukan la dok lam tube getah tayar tu.. tapi dok kat rim tu.. and somehow die terjatuh kuar from situ.. pastu terbaring atas jalan..

few days after the incident.. dok kena gi balai polis lagi.. dok kena soal2.. actually time polis dok soal2 tu i was still at the state of shock.. so cam nak nangis pun ada.. and since mamat rescuer tu one of the witness.. die pun ada la.. so ada skali tu.. tgh dok cuak2 nak nangis... mamat rescuer tu wrapped his hand around me.. and start dok console.. die dok kata kat polis tu.. udah2 la tanya sebab dok tengok saya ni makin lama makin cuak..

pastu... scene2 seterusnye.. adalah scene2 saya berdating ngan mamat rescuer itu.. yang paling saya ingat.. kitorang jalan2 sambil bersembang kat Hyde Park... haaa... jangan marahh.. masa dok jalan2 tu.. ada satu buldozer lalu dkt kitorang and satu team acrobat from china dok pratice naik atas motor ramai2... apehal ntah terselit lam scene dating ku... sungguh tak menarik.. hahaha... adeh.. anyways.. masa tu la he confessed that he likes me.. and he wants to marry me.. in 3 months time.. wahaaaaaaaaa.. apekah??

pastu saya rasa saya sebagai director mimpi tu pun tatau nak sambung mimpi tu cemana.. jadiknye sampai situ je laa mimpi saya.. ada maksud di sebalik ke eh?

oh by the way.. muka mamat rescuer tu ada iras2 badrul muhayat.. haha.. sapa la yang incharge on casting nihhh..?? kalo cam muka azhar sulaiman tu menarik gak kan.. huhuhu...

valentine?

2006-02-14T16:06:00.000+08:00

baru perasan yang arini valentine's day.. hmm syok ni kalo kuar kl tengok couple2 bercanda... ada yang pegang bunga.. yang sekuntum.. yang sejambak.. yang gi dinner.. yang tgk wayang.. selalunye yang muda mudi ni la.. yang tua tui ni jarang lak nampak.. diorang celebrate cara lain kot..

kalo time single.. nengok orang pegang bunga.. alahai sedih nye.. terasa cam nak bunga jugak.. terasa cam nak jugak celebrate.. walaupun orang kata tak elok.. tapi nak jugak.. tapi bila dah ada bf ni.. tade pulak rasa teringin nak menyambutnye.. dah kata tak elok kan wat pe nak celebrate..

hmm.. arini dah dapat semula data card 3G bapak saya tu... baru je semalam beli prepaid tmnet tu.. adeh la.. saje je.. tapi tak pe.. guna je lah dua2.. selagi yang prepaid tu tak abih..

okaylah.. mau sambung wat keje.. bye people

akhirnya

2006-02-13T22:47:00.000+08:00

akhirnya.. saya dah buleh online kat umah.. pakai prepaid tmnet sementara nak tunggu data card from Maxis.. lembab gile.. thanks to my sayang yang tolong belikan.. hehe.. macam la tak leh beli sendri kan?? hehe.. biasa la.. saya suka mengada..

tensen plak rasanya ada satu post saya ilang.. penat naip pepanjang aritu.. masa tu ada je.. tapi skang tade plak.. dimanakah menghilang..

hmm.. tatau plak nak cite ape lagi...

lapar lapar

2006-02-11T13:35:00.000+08:00

hmm kelakar ek.. i always wanted to be an engineer.. since i was a child.. padahal masa tu tatau sangat pun keje engineer ni.. tapi bunyik cam kewl je.. so kalo orang tanya "Nanti besar nak jadi apa?" saya mesti jawab "Jurutera!!" tapi bila masuk form 4.. dah tukar nak jadi accountant.. tapi tu maybe sebab Prinsip Akaun je yang buleh score.. Fizik Kimia cukup makan je.. tapi at last i followed my heart (cewah).. so jadi la engineer... pastu sambung plak wat masters.. also in engineering...

bila balik mesia... lain plak jadiknye eh.. I've decided to do this full time.. there are some of my friends yang ingat I will be doing this for just a while.. maybe sambil2 sebelum dapat keje betul.. well nope... i believe a person can only get good income through business.. i will try my best to achieve my target.. i want a new car!! Suzuki Swift menarik tak kengkawan? hehe.. angan2 mau ada... bila agaknye leh beli pun tatau la.. hehehe..

okay lah.. saya kat opis ni.. saya dah lapar.. nak balik makan.. daaaa

busy busy

2006-02-11T12:48:00.000+08:00

these few days i've been very busy.. orang kata keje insurance ni ada free time.. actuallynye ada flexible time.. meaning kita buleh la nak plan our days of work tu cemana.. maybe arini nak gi opis.. esok gi jumpa client.. lusa gi training... then tulat lepak umah buat laundry... memang flexible..

but i used to think i might have more time for myself.. terasa cam buleh la kot nak tgk tv masa siang.. nak gi window shop masa weekdays.. nak tido 2 3 jam lepas zohor ker.. tapi rupanya tidak sama sekali.. i realized that i have so many things to do.. and my working hours memang kena ikut time client.. kalo die kata die buleh jumpa malam.. malam lah.. kalo jauh tempatnye jauh la.. huhu.. penat jugak ek.. yang lebih memenatkan.. bila balik umah kena pulak wat keje2 surirumah.. huhu.. first few days.. saya balik keletihan.. tapi lelama dah biasa kot ek..

last two days i went for a training.. Registered Financial Planner (RFP) - Module 1.. I am planning to take all exams for 7 modules.. and I will be officially certified as a financial planner.. kewl eh? it is really interesting.. sapa lepas ni nak my consultation on financial planning kena bayar consultation fee... hehehehe..

wah wah.. saya lama tak update

2006-01-06T16:21:00.000+08:00

huhu.. saya punye 3G rosak.. tak leh nak online ari2 cam dulu.. now kat opis menggunakan internet di sini.. tu pun linenye cam sucks.. kejap ade kejap tade.. same goes to me.. jap wujud naip update kejap ilang..

cite lagi lain kali ye.. ciaoo

nak letak title ape ek?

2005-12-19T01:16:00.000+08:00

masa dok ikat telur kat bunga telur.. i saw so many different kinds of bunga telur.. bunga macam2 jenis.. and ada jugak bunga telur yang dah siap di ikat ngan sweets.. ada yang ikat sabun.. then i knew.. those are from other people.. i thought its a sweet and kind gestures.. i said this to my mum.. then she said.. when people gave that.. we have to give them back bila turn diorang lak kenduri.. jadik kirenye kalo orang tu kasi 50 bunga telur.. esok2 kena la ganti 5o gak kat orang tu.. huhu.. not just bunga telur.. benda2 lain pun.. gula.. kopi.. rokok.. sirih.. macam2.. ada jugak yang kasik duit.. it reminds me of 'kutu'.. camtu la ek.. kumpul2.. bulan ni dapat kat orang ni.. bulan depan orang lain pulak.. i guess nak kuarkan duit sesikit lagi senang dari nak kuarkan bebanyak terus.. terpikir jugak.. patut la kekadang orang kat kampung ni cam senang je nak kawin.. kire nak wat kawin tu cakap je.. ada lah cara nak wat kendurinye..

kalo bab kenduri ni nampak gak la reasonable.. tapi kalo main kutu ni cam.. hmm.. pelik.. why cant you just save that amount of money every month.. masuk lam ASB ke.. ada gak la untung kot.. ke sebab main kutu.. nak tanak kena gak kasik duit.. and duit tu takkan leh dapat balik selagi tak sampai turn.. hmm.. saving secara terpaksa..

bab nak save ni nak kena ada discipline je kot kan.. i know a good way to save.. ask me ask me!! hehe

wedding, wedding and rain

2005-12-19T00:19:00.000+08:00

2 weekends.. i was busy with my cousin's wedding.. i think he's 2 years older than me.. masa muda2 dulu.. we were close.. die penah jadik kuda and i was the cowboy girl.. haha.. sib baik saya ringan je.. kalo tak patah pinggang pakcik tu.. now.. dah kawin pun die..

nikah was on the 11th.. kat sabak bernam.. the girl side.. it was really simple.. terkejut gak.. maybe dah style nye gitu kot.. lafaznye sekali je.. and buleh nampak la my cousin tu lega gile.. he's the fifth child out of six.. and he's the first one to marry someone not from Kedah.. not even Penang.. akak2 and abang die dulu sumer arranged marriage.. so sumernye jadi yang dekat2 situ je lah.. kali ni.. orang jawo gitu.. huhu..

i have a very small family.. i have only 9 cousins on my dad's side.. so this one was the fifth wedding.. the previous one before this was a long time ago.. 8 or 9 years ago.. so i couldnt really remember how its like.. of course masak2 sumer gotong royong.. diorang panggil kenduri pakat.. so orang2 akan pakat datang 'berderau'.. kire datang tolong2 la.. potong2 bawang.. kupas2 kentang.. cuci and potong ayam.. macam2 lah kirenye.. and for those yang datang tolong pastu sure akan dijamu.. i've been told yang kenduri kat umah tu kire cam dah start days before the real kenduri lagi.. sangat meriah..

i wasnt with the makcik2 yang memotong2 tu.. i helped with the bunga telur.. and also buang kulit2 itam kat taugeh tu.. banyak tau taugeh nye.. berpuluh kilo.. untuk kerabu taugeh and perut lembu.. yummy.. and secara tidak rasminye i was the photographer.. i've made a few makcik2 melatah sebab terkejut ngan my camera flash.. diorang ingatkan kilat.. huhu.. sian diorang..

i just got back from Kedah.. his side was yesterday... me and my parents were there since last Thursday.. it was raining.. dari hari yang kitorang sampai.. ke hari kenduri.. kata orang hujan rahmat.. hari ni barula nampak matahari.. finally ujan benti.. kitorang pun siap2 nak balik.. kuar je sampai Jitra.. banjir! pastu pusing.. ingat nak naik highway terus from Wang Tepus (ye ke? hmm tak ingat).. anyways.. pun tak leh masuk highway.. tutup sebab air naik.. sib baik my dad tau jalan2 kampung.. terus kuar kat kepala batas.. naik highway.. selamat..

my dad called them just now.. dengar cite one of my cousin yang dah kawin tu.. air dah penuh keliling umah.. cuma blum masuk umah je.. barang2 dah bawak naik atas umah.. lektrik dah dipotong.. orang dah bawak kete gi tpt yang tinggi skit.. simpan situ.. hmm.. its getting worse.. tatau la esok cemana.. hopefully everything will be fine..

Mungkin Nanti

2005-12-11T00:52:00.000+08:00

hmm.. terasa nak gi Peter Pan nye concert... cam menarik je nengok konsert indon ni.. sapa nak gi??!!! jom la jom la!!

spelling?

2005-12-09T01:25:00.000+08:00

hmm.. got this forward email from an unknown person..

cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

kewl eh? i do thought spelling was important..

sok sek sok sek

2005-12-09T00:57:00.000+08:00

got the boxes.. korek2.. memang tader anything for my dad.. huhu.. did buy few things tapi dah kasi earlier... but this time tader pulak.. huhuhu..

i got running nose.. dok sok sek sok sek.. sungguh tidak selesa..

setelah sekian lama

2005-12-08T01:41:00.000+08:00

wuhuu.. lama sungguh tak update.. antara reasonnye..

sangat busy melayan anak sedara ku yang semakin demanding..
tader ape sangat yang nak dicerita..
internet ni kekadang sucks.. tetambah kalo die connected to GPRS instead of 3G..
sangat busy mengemas rumah yang masih tak tentu arah ni..
gi opis Prudential.. dah nak mula mengactivekan semula diri dalam businessku yang sudah lama ku tinggalkan..
hmm sebenarnye banyak cerita.. tapi.. mostly tak patut dijadikan ketahuan umum.. huhu..

esok 2 kotak yang saya ship from UK akan tiba.. bak kata En Aziz tu le.. hmm tak sabarnye nak nengok bebarang.. sampai dah lupa apa ada dalam tu.. my dad siap tanya.. dalam tu ada barang untuk dia tak? *GULP* tak ingaaaaat.. mampus la kalo tader.. huhuhuhu..

yeay!

2005-11-16T22:10:00.000+08:00

hello peeps..

i'm now in KL.. sampai last monday.. alhamdullillah.. everything was okay.. flight tak penuh.. so naim dapat 2 full seats yang membolehkan die tido dgn nyenyaknye.. i slept for only 2 hrs.. watched Lady Boss.. hmm.. tidak begitu membanggakan.. apek la kot yang cam lawak.. i slept only for 4 hrs.. the rest of the time.. i did this one puzzle called code crackers.. just bought it at the airport.. its like crossword but a bit different.. kewl gak.. dah addicted.. arrived at around 5.. amik van balik.. letih jugak.. at 10.30 tido dah.. sampai kul 6 pagi..

bangun ari selasa tu.. terus mengemas.. memang sepah gila.. malam tu.. jumpa my sayang.. huhuhuhu.. setelah sekian lama..

i miss UK.. i miss the freedom.. but I love staying here..

its time...

2005-11-13T07:40:00.000+08:00

i wanted to upload a pic.. error la pulak..

ape ape pun.. i'm going back to msia in 20 hrs time.. after this post.. i'll be blogging in msia.. cant wait to go home.. but i am also gonna miss UK..

cant really imagine how my life would be after this.. job hunting.. getting use to the new living area.. then starts working.. yang entah dimana.. entah gaji berapa.. entah best ke idak... hmm.. i need a car.. huhu.. kete ape eh? hmm.. finally jumpa my sayang balik..

phew.. this is the beginning of a new phase..